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derek:
"say fail again and i'll hit you."
...
"wait that sounded mean"

LOL xD

WARNING basically a rant about english sigh.

i know teachers tell us not to memorise, but honestly. there is no way i can actually THINK whilst writing, and if you take time to THINK, then you dont write as much, hence you dont write down everything that you THINK, hence you dont get the marks.

that's my defence :L

nah but honestly, i dno how ppl manage to think and write at the same time. like actual intellectual stuff, cos now i realise im thinking and typing at the same time... wow. nah but, typing is easier cos if i make a mistake,m then DELETE BUTTon :D whereas if you screw up in english, then yuve just crossed off yur marks, yur time AND yur hand endurance. i mean, personally i take like. a couple of hrs minimum to actually write a practise essay... yeah ONE. lol. now imagine 3 essays in like. 2 hrs. 40 min each . aiya.

sorry im ranting but yeah. i think im just like >> omg at how much we have to do.

BTW for belonging essay, do you reckon they'll do the 2 related texts thing, or 1? im scared its gonna be 1 or ZERO D: that would be the worst thing possible...

but yeah. also belonging creative, im using my 3u except mcf@dyn never gave it back to me ._. like apparently he lost it, cos i didnt get it bac on thursday so derek was gonna get it for me on friday, except he never had it >>

so now im really worried, cos i dont htink its v belongy. but seeing as i dont have any backups/random strokes of inspiration, im just gonna have to stick with it TT

but yes. ai ya ya.

just gonna list out the stuff i have to do today and tomroow:
TODAY- memorise: : belonging essay, moda, modb,
- eco notes for MP, FP
- chem pp
- 3u maths pp

TOMOROW: - revise belonging stuff
- eco notes on anythign i havent done yet. like economic indicators or something
- memorise mod c, all my belonging story stuff
- bio pp maybe
- bit of chem.
- 3u maths.

uhoh tahts a lot == better get to work!

btw ty for getting me motivated again __ :)

EDIT. i love teachers who reply and give comments back so quickly when you send them an email :) ngaw thanks ms st l0u1s :) apparently my 3u one works for belonging :) yay one less thing to worry about :D
1/4 mod a memorised sigh. back to work again :D

LOL yup im back again >>

really dont wanna work. anyways, so im gonna do a quiz. its a fb quiz so hopefully it still works. THEN IM ACTUALLY GOING TO WORK! maybe ._. lol


You need to answer all the questions HONESTLY.
1.What was the last thing you put in your mouth? gum
2.Where was your profile picture taken? n/a
3.Can you play Guitar Hero? haven't tried. but i doubt i can :L my hand eye coordination sucks. i barely even beat douglas at tap tap LOL :D
4.Name someone who made you laugh today? no one's done that yet.
5.How late did you stay up last night and why? 1am. um. my wife and kids ^^" right before exams, yesh i know.
6.If you could move somewhere else, would you? hm. i dno. i like my house.
7. Ever been kissed under fireworks? nope.
8. Which of your friends lives closest to you? hm. anika or jaime...ANIKA by like 40 m maybe :L
9. Do you believe ex's can be friends? yep
10. Who is the best? ME :D .......... yeah i dont get this quesiton.
11. When was the last time you cried really hard? uh can't really remember.
12. Who took your profile picture? n/a
13. Who was the last person you took a picture of? hm. not really sureeee.
14. Was yesterday better than today? nope. today i got to sleep in.
15. Can you live a day without TV? um. does TV include online watching? cos probably not :L
16. Are you upset about anything? there's always something to be upset about. actually nto really that kinda jsut sounded emo ._. im upset that its so close to exams and im still not studying...?
17. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? yeah, cos even if they dont work out, you always learn something out of it, and memories are good too. unless its like. ubre awkward and weird. then i dno LOL. but yes. usually they are.
18. Are you a bad influence? nnoooo im a good girl! eg RPS! you know who you are, you devil child.
19. Night out or night in? night IN :D i like walking at night and looking at stars
20. What items could you not go without during the day? ipod, laptop, phone..actually phone is debatable. but definitely ipod and laptop
21. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? um i have no idea. i havvent gone to hospital since westmead work experience.
22. What does the last text message in your inbox say?" "awww well, at least its over"
23. How do you feel about your life right now? i think my life will be better once trials are over.
24. Do you hate anyone? too strong a word.
25. If we were to look in your facebook inbox, what would we find? um, random messages from invites and a few nice motivating messages :)
26. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass? lol. as in, PASS your on drugs or PASS you're clean. cos im clean LOL
27. Has anyone ever called you perfect before? lol. i dont really see it as legit.
28. What song is stuck in your head? 100 years - five for fighting
29. Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m., who do you want it to be?lol. NO ONE D: that's just creepy omg LOL.
30.Wanna have grandkids by the time you're 50? uh. lets see. ... probably not. :L
31. Name something you have to do tomorrow? memorise all my english crap
32. Do you think too much or too little? i dno. sometimes i over think sometimes i think too little.
33. Do you smile a lot? lol, i guess? i dno. i have smiley and frowny phases LOL :)

OKAY GONNA GO WORK NOW. REALLY. HARD.
i hope.
:)

-stress out time :(

only a couple days till trials. im so worried about belonging creative... i don't have a good story so i think im using 3u, which totally works for 3u but i dont think its v belongingy =S

not gonna mention umat. lol. == too traumatic.

anyways, PS FELLOW BIO VICTIMS: does anyone have term 4 03 past paper answer??? if you can, can you please send to me?? :) much appreciated. TY ^^

but yes. aiya ya, i decided to start cramming essays from tomorow, cos i doubt ill remeber them if i start today...so im currently trying to study bio TT its getting so hard...or maybe its just me.. :(

but yeah. havent really touched chem, havent' done ANY eco past papers. i honestly think im gged for eco but im not gonna give up ^^

anyways, its gonna be a short post cos i gotta get back to bio, but someone ranodmly linked me to this http://felixker.com/just-for-fun/99-facts-about-guys-that-girls-should-know/
its pretty funny. dno how true it is though :L

but yeah okay.

gonna go study. gluck everyone (:

GOOD LUCK FOR UMAT TOMORROW :)

man, after months of worrying, drilling, examing and freaking, its finally tomorrow :O

don't worry guys, we'll all ace it, don't stress ! that's important. :)

see, normally by now i'd be going insane with worry, but i figured out, it'll only make me more noob in the test haha.

so DON'T WORRY !

also. advice from ruilong who got 100 umat [and now goes to usyd so it didnt even count, what a bitch inoe ] :

CHILLAX (:
don't stress. and brush your teeth with your left hand HAHA. :)

figure that one out.

haha i love LARGE FONT :)

anyways relax everyone, let's ace this (:

GOOOOD LUCK :)

" Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
...
She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you "

gallery is a nice song :)

gonna be a quick post, since im trying to write mod c essay. i have 211 words yay :)

sigh.

gonna be a HECTIC HECTIC week. umat in 4 days. ive basically given up now. just gonna hope i go well on the day cos honestly, i really suck right now.

anyhow, yay i went shopping at woolies with my mum (cos i didnt wanna do eco) and bought mentos berry lime gum :) yay. but they dont have the chunky bottle ones now. they have the slim ones with only 14 pieces in it so i run out really quickly :(

btw. THANK YOU TOM for helping me so much and always putting your stuff aside to help me :) you've help me improve SOOO much in english haha, from triple rankings in year 11 to a little above average yay so THANK YOU :) and if you haven't done IT yet, GOOD LUCK. :D but yeah, thanks for txting me support, makes me feel much better and less stressed :)

rawr. COKE > PEPSI. my mummy bought me 24 cans of pepsi and 24 cans of lemonade =O which is weird, cos normally she never buysme soft drinks. hm. i think my parents are relaly feeling sorry for me now, i mean, i wake up at 8:30 today, go downstairs and my dad just finsihed making me breakfast =O like normally i make it myself on saturdays, no fuss, but hes just like. HERE! SIT ! EAT YUMMY FOOD! DO YOU WANT TEA?
and im like. .. wow. i think they felt sorry for me cos i went crazy this week with stress and woke up at 3am on friday to study =_= and now my sleeping habits are a little stuffed. i dont think ill try that again until after umat.

so yeah, omg i love system cards to write notes on :D i decided to keep eco so i was like shithsthishit i havent studied at all, so i started writing notes on system cards and they're pretty awesome. ive done: THE GLOBAL ECONOMY minus case study =_=, and the protection topic. so i hav elike. 11 topics to go or omething =_= but it should be okay, cos we just did like. 10 of them or something for our research assessment, so i should be able to rmember. hopefully.

zzz for chem and bio, ive done almost all the schools past papers, but i doubt i remember anything. i have like. 3 to go for each and then i have to get started on catholic trial papers and hsc >< i dont know how im gonna get things all done in time. and MATHS LRJTORUI#()$U$)#RGJKLSFDg#@*#(@ .

yeah. maths. W@U)%#@(*%)%T

havnet studied it at all. i stlil dont understand parametrix even though br1ggs went over it AGAIN. and ruilong helped me. and my tutor hlped me. so id say that i got taught it like. 5 times? and i still dont understand. damn.

and i hate how maths past papers dont have the standard integral sheet zz. i actually need that sheet unlike most ppl haha =_=

uhoh, i said it was gonna be a short post, but its gotten longer than i thought...

if only writing my modc essay would be this easy. if only.

anyways im sad cos i got 19/20 for speech. like, it doesnt sound bad i guess, but seeing as its A SPEECH which means SO many ppl got full marks >< like i even calculated. st louis said MINIMUM 8 people from each class got full marks =_=

8 x 4 = 32.

and if theres mroe than 4 classes. then gg. actually, right now, still gg. its 40% ==

my comment, LIKE jess' was that i talked too fast. like i dont see the issue unless you cant hear waht im saying. sigh. oh well, nothign i can do now. just hope like crazy for trials. even though its not worth as much, which is kinda stupid. $()*#)$(*

anyways, MOD C TIME. i finally found my related texts, even though one is slightly dodge but WHATEVER EXAMS ARE LIKE. A WEEK AWAY AND IM STILL TYPING ON MY BLOG EVEN THOUGH I KNOW NOTHING FOR ANY OF MY SUBJECTS AND LIKE. OMG! okay

gonna leave ... NOW :D

kay quick update, and i mean QUICK because i need to work and studyyy D=

ive been unbelievably stressed out and dying since school started, and so ive been really quiet and moody, so i just havent been talking to most people :L

if i bar you, or just act quiet around you, don't worry, its not ACTUALLY you. [did that just make sense] im just like =_= zzz at ANYTHING right now, and i hate quite a lot, so sorry if i start ranting about random stuff.

but yeah, i unbelievably suck at umat, and i have no idea what to do >>

but yes. FML right now. just have to get through these 3-4 weeks somehow...

anyways. yes. im done ahha

sorry, waste of a post basically. :)

OH PS. from last quiz i did on this blog, DAVID WU would like me to tell you guys that he's the retarded guy with the one dimple :)

KTHXBYE

[no seriously, he told me to. go see tagboard xD ] but yes. HAHa uhoh bye

stolen off sally :L

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

If you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
If your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
hmmm. not HOT, just not TOO bad looking ;)

2. Smart?
not dumb, doesnt have to be REALLY smart.

3. Preferred age?
hmmm definitely older than me. i dno what my range is.

4. Preferred height?
LOL taller than me with heels on :)

6. How about piercings?
hm. i dont midn i guess, unless its like, in weird places or its the gay earring side.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
like DUH. why else would i be dating him LOL

8. Pink hair?
nty LOL

9. Mushy or no?
hm. at the right moments :)

10. Thin or fat?
healthy :) [but not too fat please]

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
asian ! :D

12. Long hair or short ?
lol, definitely not LONG as in, below shoulder, and no emo fringes please, i like longish but not TOO long hair haha. i dont like the just-cut look.

13. Plastic or metal?
uh. i dont get this question :L

14. Smells good?
:) doesnt hurt

15. Smoker?
neverrrr

16. Drinker?
not binge, or obsessive. just for social occasions.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
lol. dont really mind

18. Muscular?
BUFF ARMS :D :D not UBER buff, just pretty buff :) good body doesnt hurt eitehr hehe

19. Plays piano?
lol i dont mind, but hes gotta have good taste in music

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
LOL once again, i dont mind.

21. Plays violin?
does it really matter >> lol

22. Sings very good?
ooooo that would be a plus, but DOESNT REALLY MATTER. LOL its like they expect us girls to have a checklist of requirements for our dream guy :L

23. Vain?
LOL not the guy! he cant be more vain than me, thats just weird LOL

24. With glasses?
i dont really like glasses,but i dont mind i guess... preferably not though, unless they look better with glasses

25. With braces?
LOL without please :L

26. Shy type?
hmm, i like outgoing, but not flirty. well my dream guy would be flirty to me, but i dont want him talking TOO much to other chicks...that wouldnt be good ._.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
BADBOYY HEHE. well i dunmind, unless hes like TOO good or TOO bad.

28. Active or passive?
LOL um. bits of both?

29. Tight or bomb?
LOL i have no idea what this means :L

30. Singer or dancer?
hehe both :) doesnt really matter though

31. Stunner?
HAHA YES MY BOYFRIEND NEEDS TO SPARKLE IN THE SUN HAHAHHA. sigh. isnt this just the same as good looker? LOL

32. Hiphop?
:D

33. Earrings?
hm, i dont really like earrings on guys unless its like a .... yeah i dno, i dont really like the whole, wannabe gangster with cross in ear type.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
ergh no. lack of commitment much

35. Dimples?
CUTEEEEEEEEEE :D :D :D not necessary but CUTE. he just cnat have like. one dimple. like SOME RANDOM RETARDED PERSON WE KNOW HAHHA.

36. Bookworm?
LOL i dont really read ._. so they cant be OBSESSED.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
LOL ooo i love letters :) but only for special occasions liek anniversaries or someting LOL.

38. Playful?
:) hehe

39. Flirt?
only with me ! haha, like you want a guy who flirts with other chicks when dating you >>

40. Poem writer?
LOL nty

41. Serious?
when needed to be :)

42. Campus crush?
huh?

43. Painter?
dont really mind

44. Religious?
don't mind

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
lol, not mean teasing, no :(

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
NOOOOOO. haha. not to the extnet of ditching you for games, or just wanting to stay on msn talking instead of going out. ergh. LOL

47. Speaks 20 languages?
LOL. well that would be good if i travel to the world, but thast not a necessity HAHA

48. Loyal or faithful?
BOTH

49. Good kisser?
:) please

50. Loves children?
LOL i love babies. not as much as sally but yes, not necessarily LOVE, just be a good father. okay wait taht sounded weird. yes hes gotta love HIS children. its way to early to be thinking about this. I NEED MY DREAM GUY FIRST :L

sigh but yeah. obviously im not getting any work done here :L

like OH MY GAWSH how did holidays go so quicky ?! ?! !? oomg-rage.

seriously i look at what ive done and i feel like ive done NOTHING. IM just as screwed as i was before the holidays. actually, MORE SCREWED now because i dont have the holidays anymore.

UMAT IN 9 DAYS. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG WE'RE IN SINGLE DIGITS NOW. !!!

im so scared of umat. i suck, like UNBELIVABLY suck :(

since its the last day of hols, i dont even feel like working, cos its like. the last day before you dont get a choice if you want to work or not, if you knwo what i mean ?

so yeah, i bet i gained so much weight =_= ive just been chomping away on snacks for the entire holidays and havent exercised at all. z.

NOTE TO SELF: WILL EXERCISE AFTER TRIALS!

but yeah, damn after trials is over, PARTAY TIME!!!! cos there'll still be like, 3-4 months till HSC TT

formal dress shopping time ^_^

but yes, i am SCHTILL SPLEPPY :( i slept so little these hlidays cos i was too busy staying up watching my wife and kids TT
yesss i know im screwd for trials LOL

im sorta glad its school tomorow so i can catch up with friends BUT STILL LIKE OMG THE WORK THE STRESS THE EXAMS :(

i know im gonna feel sad when we graduate and we wont see the majority of our grade anymore, and even if we see them, we wont see them daily TT

ruse 10: how did we grow up so fast??? :'(

anyways, sigh. gonna go eat lunch :)

have fun studying everyone :( haha

A
Available: yup
Annoyɑnce: one of my earphones is broken...
Animɑl: chubby tigers . HAHA okay um. roly poly puppies :)

B
Body part on opposite/sɑme sex: face (oh and buff arms :L)
Best feeling in the world: when things are actually working out =O
Blind or deaf: deaf. aw but music...but im too scared of walking off a cliff or something...
Best weɑther: really warm, not annoyingly hot, but like. a reaaly nice warm day :)
Been in love: no
Been on stɑge?: yes
Believe in yourself?: usuallly
Believe in life on other plɑnets: doctor who :L um. im not sure.
Believe in magic: magic power of love and friendship<- LOL TREVOR YOU SISSY HAHAHAHAHHA. no i dont.
Believe in God: yes
Believe in Sɑtɑn: yes

C
Cɑr: my car? go asians and their camrys :L oh and my mum has a van :L
Cɑndy: oooo. sour straps. and the stuff that jackie showed me today :L
Colour: i dno. black? white? grey? LOL
Chinese/Mexicɑn: LOL asians ftw
Cɑke or pie: BOTH <- ditto.
Country to visit: how about EUROPE? :D

D
Dɑy or night: day
Dreɑm vehicle: um. i dno. a nice car LOL. im not into car models :L i see a car thats nice and i like it.
Dɑnce in the rɑin?: nope sorry.
Do the splits?: could never do it, even when i was doing ballet :(

E
Eggs: um. sunny side up or scrambled.
Eyes: capitivating :)
Everyone hɑs a: heart

F
First crush: HAHAA my y2 bf adam :L
Full nɑme: Jan Zhang [no fancy middle names :( ]
First thoughts wɑking up: where's my pants<- LOL TREVOR HAHA. um. ergh i want to go back to sleep.
Food: oo pho? i dno. i like eating a lot :)

G
Greɑtest fear: i dno. i have too many
Giver or tɑker: both
Goɑls: med . soon to be destroyed when i fail umat >>
Gum: MENTOS BERRY-LIME BLAST
Get ɑlong with your pɑrents?: usually
Good luck chɑrm: um. my teddy bear roger. :L any guesses on who i aimed him after?

In GUYS
Eye colour: ooo. hm. i dno. depends if they're asian or white. cos if i say blue, and i like an asian. thats gonna be weird....
Hɑir colour: um. i dno. repeat what i just said above :L
Height: taller than me please
Clothing style: cool metro. well, actually i dontr eally mind as long as they're not..wearing too dodgy stuff. or they dress better than me, cos thats just weird.

H
Hɑir colour: black
Height: um. 165< myheight <170 HAHA
Hɑppy: usually
Holidɑy: um. i dno. somewhere romantic :) like. not the person im with, just the place. does any one know what i mean =_= like i heard paris was a romantic place. i dno, i really like taking walks at night. i dno why i just said that ._. okay NEXT QUESTION.
How do you wɑnt to die: um. painlessly
Heɑlth freɑk?: i wish.
Hɑte: mean people.

I
Ice cream: GREEN TEA, VANILLA, COOKIES AND CREAM, BASICALLY ANYTHING REALLY YUMMY OOO HONEYCOMB!
Instrument: piano, RECORDER :D omg i loved that. haha not really.

J
Jewelry: :D earrings, necklace, bracelet, rings, basically anything :)
Job: n/a

K
Kids: hm. two or three. and btw trevor, YOU CANT JUST CHOOSE YUR KIDS GENDERS >> LOL
Kickboxing or kɑrɑte: erm. like. none? :L ill do yoga like sally hehe

L
Longest car ride: melbourne fml.
Love: roger federer
Letter: J
Love ɑt first sight: don't really believe it.

M
Milk flɑvor: coffee :)
Movie: um. i like a lot of chick flicks: breakfast at tiffanys, the holiday, the notebook, basically anything that will make me awwww :)
Mɑrriɑge: LOL i totally have this plan: engaged at 23-24, married by 26..that sounds really old to get married. meh.
McD’s or BK: Maccas, but i try to stop eating fast food too much.

N
Number of siblings: sister, alice
Number of piercings: 2. one in each ear :L
Number: 10

O
Overused phrase: lol, omg, fml, :L, (:, wtf, HAHAH, etc
One wish: i know this sounds sad but n/a
One phobiɑ: crocodiles

P
Plɑce you’d like to live: paris (: if i was french... or london! if i was british...
Perfect pizza: oo theres this really yum turkish salami pizza at homebush...
Pepsi/Coke: coke. pepsi tastes weird ._. a bit like diluted coke...

Q
Quɑil: yum
Questionnaires: LOL biggest time wasters ever TT

R
Reɑson to cry: i dont like crying. but i cry. LOL
Reɑlity TV: masterchef
Rɑdio station: nova, 104.1
Roll your tongue in ɑ circle?: i can roll my tongue...?

S
Song: um. too many
Shoe size: 6-7
Sɑlɑd dressing: italian
Sushi: honey soy chicken/salmon
Slept outside: nope
Seen ɑ deɑd body?: nope
Smoked?: no.
Skinny dipped?: nope
Shower dɑily?: yeah
Sing well?: hm.
In the shower?: huih?
Sweɑr?: sometimes
Stuffed animals: cute :)
Single/Group dɑtes: single
Strɑwberries/Blueberries: BOTH
Scientists need to invent: my teleport pad so i dont have to move :L

T
Time for bed: erm. hlidays : 2am, normal: 12
TV: dont get me started. seriously.
Touch your tongue to your nose: ergh. no

U
Unpredictɑble: pleasant surprises please :)

V
Vegetɑble you hɑte: too many.
Vegetɑble you love: potatos :L
Vɑcɑtion spot: somewhere nice.

W
Weɑkness: many.
Which one of your friends ɑcts the most like you: LOL none of them, thank goodness :L
Who mɑkes you lɑugh the most: my friends :)
Worst feeling: feeling like im losing control. (dw im not dipolar or multiple persoanlity)
Wɑnted to be ɑ model?: not really :L
Where do we go when we die: to heaven :)
Worst weɑther: hot, rainy, hail, etc

X
X-Rɑys: um. cool. radiation.

Y
Yeɑr it is now: 2010
Yellow: submarine :)

Z
Zoo ɑnimɑl: omg i love them all :) i love the zoo, and the aquarium
Zodiɑc sign: virgo [: K STUDY TIME THXBYE :)

okay, so my cousin's friend is coming to australia, and she said she'd get me stuff i want from china.

its summer there, so naturally i said dresses but my mum said they had crap taste, so she's like. ill tell them to get you jeans. HMMMM.

IDEAS PPL :) what should i get them to get?

bear in mind: i srsly think they have crap fashion sense :L

kk thx ideas please [:

just a random rant to myself...

xgotta stop pushing people away.

xdon't ruin all the good things that are going right.

xthe only real adversity i have to overcome is myself.

xi can do it.

xwe're so close now

xplease let everything work out for the best.

xstop looking back, what's done is done, and it's not going to help.

okay i tried shoving an encrypted text here.but i forgot how to do it.
LOL damn
any help? oh well
.

Rule #1: If you open this you take it.
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3: Be completely honest.

True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? - false
Q: Been arrested? - false
Q: Do you like someone? – true
Q: Held a snake? - false
Q: Been suspended from school? - false
Q: Sang karaoke? - true
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? - true
Q: Laughed until you started crying? - true
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? - false
Q: Kissed in the rain? – false
Q: Sang in the shower? – true
Q: Sat on a roof top? – false
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? - false
Q: Broken a bone? - false
Q: Shaved your head? – false
Q: Played a prank on someone? - true
Q: Shot a gun? - false
Q: Donated blood? - false

Last Person
1. You hung out with? – ppl at tiff's dinner
2. You texted? – tang
3. You were in a car with? – my mum
4. Went to the movies with? – tang
5. Person you went to shop with? – kat
6. You talked on the phone? - tom
7. Made you laugh? - MY WIFE AND KIDS
8. You hugged? - um. wow i don't hug a lot 0_0 maybe tiff

Answer Truthfully
1. Sun or moon? - sun
2. Winter or Fall? - fall
3. Left or Right? - both :D im ambidextrous. how do i spell that 0_0
4. Sunny or rainy? - sunny
5. Where do you live? - greenacre;sydney
6. Club or pub? - club
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? – yes
8. Do you want to get married? – yes
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - twirl
11. Are you afraid of commitment? - i don't think so...?
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? – to live a happy life that i'm proud of
13. Do you cook? - if i want to
14. Current mood? – stressed
15. Color of underwear? – white

In the Last 48 Hours, Have You
1. Sang? - yep
2. Listened to music? – yep
3. Danced Crazy? – nope
4. Cried? - nope
5. Liked someone you can't have? – yep

25 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? – n/a
2. Who was your first roommate? – my sister
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? – didn't get drunk :L
4. What was your first job? – n/a
5. What was your first car? – n/a
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? – n/a
7. First grade teacher? – ms skellitar? i dno how to spell her name, but she was so nice :)
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? – china
10. When did you sneak out of your house for the first time? - n/a
11. Who was your first best friend? – year....2?
12. Who was your first best friend in high school? nora
13. Where was your first sleepover? – tiff's i think
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? – i dno.
15. Whose wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman? – n/a
16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning? – feel cold
17. What was the first concert you went to? – some random choir thing with the vienna boys choir
18. What was the last concert you went to? – some classical music night, cos we got free tix
19. First tattoo or piercing? - year 6
20. First celebrity crush? – rf
21. Current celebrity crush? – rf, matt smith
22. First crush? – LOL my 'bf' adam in year 1 :L
23. Current crush? - :)
24. First time you tied your shoelaces? - year...yeah idno either :L

Five names you go by
1. jan
2. janny
3. janzors/zies (lol chinmay)
4. janman LOL
5. n/a

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. billabong hoodie
2. white scarf
3. hot pink socks :L

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. >95 UMAT
2. 99.5+ ATAR
3. MED!

Three people who will probably fill this out [btw tiffy yur so right HAHA]
1. dolly, if she reads this
2. SALLY PLEASE FILL IT OUT :L
3. jess

Two things you did last night:
1. chem
2. watch masterchef! yay alvin!

Two things you ate last night:
1. lasagna
2. rice noodles with bacon and corn

Three things you are going to do tomorrow:
1. um. a lot of studying :L
2. feel tired :L
3. maybe go library

Two longest car rides
1. to gold coast
2. to victoria

Favorite beverages:
1. starbucks caramel frapp
2. chocolate milkshakes
3. GJ's original iced choc
4. Breakfast Juice from the Daily Juice Company

13 days till umat D=
got admission ticket.

anyone 8:00?

im so jealous of those people who have it at 1:30 :( they get to sleep in :(

then again ours is over and done with. hmmm.

but yes. I realised I've wasted my ENTIRE holidays not doing much work...seriously, i told myself I'd work SO hard and get everything done, and i've barely done any past papers ><

feeling so stressed these days whcih is why i haven't been blogging, because there's just nothing intersting to blog about... :(

i'm seriously now considering dropping economics, seeing as i haven't studied it at all D=

biology is v hard...i don't know if i will be able to remember all this stupid info zz.

haven't written mod c essay, haven't fouund related, haven't written 3u essay. D= so behind for english :(

holidays are ending so soon, we have like. 4 days until we get to suffer TT

school starts on tuesday right?! i always have this paranoia that i'm going to go on the wrong day. if i go tuesday and school starts monday, thats fine, but if i go monday and school starts tuesday that's pretty gg :(

so yeah, nothing much to blog about.

but if your reading this...STONER COME ON GTALK ! you haven't been on for daaaaaays:(
probably studying v hard lol.

anyways, yeah im done talking.

BYEBYE people :) hopefully you're having more luck studying than me :)

i feel like im dying... zz

got a cold and now im SO sick ergh ):

maybe i shouldnt have eaten oreos either... :D

but anyways, matt smith makes me happy :)

for those who don't know him, he plays the 11doctor in doctor who.

im gonna upload pics of him cos hes so awesomely cute and pretty :)

ps: people who dont watch doctor who miht not find him cute, i certainly didnt until i actually WATCHED him and then i was liek LOVE :D


ngaw the raggedy doctor ^^
i want this doll ): haha






ngaw yur cute ;)

also ive joined the tumblr quotes people, cos they're so cool :)



oh man this song reminds me of oc

back when mischa barton was a druggie and ano, and she was like. the golden girl of oc ):







i love vampire diaries :)





yay damon elena :)


but yeah okay im done lol

yay picture spam :)

okay firstly to bio people:
DID WE LEARN THIS?! D=

"Identify a current method being used to monitor the biodiversity of a named species and describe why the biodiversity of an organism is useful"

like. CURRENT METHOD?

his sample answer waslike.

Koala numbers are dropping and this may lead to inbreeding depression. )LIKE WOAH what does this mean? does that mean they might have to sleep with their mothers and fathers and so they're depressed? or maybe koalas from the same gender would try to mate? 0_0) By measuring genetic diversity , conservationalists can develop breeding programs that will lead to more vigorous koala populations. (i first read conversionalists, so that didnt really make sense and then when i got up to vigorous, i somehow managed to read koalas have vigorous sex or something and i was like WHAT.) This is acheived by mixing koalas that have genetic diversity.

yeah okay i think we didnt learn this. or maybe i just slept through it as usual.

so yeah, which topic is that from? =\

anyways, i got a cold zzzzz
i think its cos my room is so warm cos i leave my heater on 24/7 but once i leave the room im gged cos of temperature changing.

but i finsihed writing my belonging essay yay :)

and i swear im deproving in umat. sigh.

theres like. 21 days left ): and double digits for hsc.

PS: I WAS READING SHAZZY'S BLOG and i totally got reminded of scary dreams i used to hve when i was a kid.

like. i don't know if this was ever a movie scene or something. but i SWEAR its so scary.

so i was in an aquarium and i was scared cos i was in the sharks section and yeah i was just scared.

and then, suddenly a gush of water comes pouring out because the glass broke 0_0
and i tried to run but the water caught up too fast, so basically i was gged cos the sharks ate me. and srsly it was SO scaryt. like so vividly freaky that i still remember it even though i had that dream like. YEARSSS ago.

im so sad, i have like. no earrings left ): but i dont wanna buy from diva and equip and other cheapo places i suusally get them, co si just feel like im wasting money. sigh.

oh yeah, im so sad. two of my 4yr old fishies died. i dno why. and the others look like their dying too...

cos they were in the bucket, so i suggested the dissolved oxygen ran out, but my mum said she changed the water that day. so maybe they died cos she changed the water. but im so sad now. i dno. i dont even like fish too much, i think i just feel so sorry for them.

anyways, i think im done talking for now :D

I HAVEN'T BLOGGED IN AGES D=

this can be dedicated to milo who always tells me to blog :L
its good to know some people are reading this yay :)

anyways, i just finsihed reading ps i love you, the book which is like >500 ages, cos i recently have this thing for books that turned into movies, so basically romantic movie books :D

if that made sense haha. i read memoirs of a geisha, ps i love you, the notebook...

but yeah, and PS tiffy, do you remember afters at yur place in y10 formal? how we were the only two who bothered staying up/didnt get bored/i got bored but i wanted to keep you company?

well, i rewatched it AND NOW I LIKE IT :) so im sorry if i ever bagged you for crying in it :L well i didn't cry but it was pretty sweet but sad.

but yes, my sister is so kind.. :)

she randomly to burwood westfield with her friends and bought me a ring with the letter J, A KIMMI DOLL KEYCHAIN (YAY luck) and a diva J keychain with two lipglosses! :) they're totally awesome and im so happy now cos i was so tired of working before.. :)

but yes, WHO HASN'T WATCHED TOY STORY 3 YET? i wanna watch it, but i might just go with my sister if i cant get ppl to come hm.
UMAT IN 22 DAYS D=
shitshitshit

i swear im STILL deproving D=

anyways, im off to try the new lipglosses :L

stay happy :)

jan