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dear jan.

seeing our grade do so well makes me happy :D

yay our grade is beast. 4 firsts is awesome :D x4 better than last year xD just to rub it into ruilong and tom's faces.

i'm typing this with the realisation that this may be the last time i type so young and carefreely. who knows what tomorrows going to be like. i could either be like. OMG OMG YAY or liek. i am emo. no one ask me how i did T_T

hopefully it's the first one. -fingers crossed please. haha.

but seriously, GOOD LUCK to everyone !
tomorrow is dooms day so i am going to enjoy these last few hours of freedom before i get woken up at 6am by my text message. but honestly, i reckon ill be able to go to sleep and not wake up at like 5am. -touchwood

but yeah, hopefully i dont spend all night awake just worrying cos i love my sleep. =\

but i have a good feeling about our grade. maybe its cos we already did so well in our umats, or cos we got 4 first places but seriously . such exciting stuff. now i really hope i do okay =\

aaaaaaaaaah. ALL MY INTERVIEWS ARE DONE TOO :D :D

so today is actually my freedom/emancipation day before my verdict is passed LOL.

anyways, adelaide dent. ill just recount my day yesterday.

woke up at 4am TT i remember i had a really good dream and i was really happy and then i had to get woken up at 4. laaaame. its cos my flight was at 6:30. note to self. BOOK LATER FLIGHTS AI YA. but then again flights around this time are like. the cheapest LOL. which is why i guess i keep buying them xD

anyways, i had booked the tickets by myself cos i wasnt sure who else had applied for adelaide dent so i was preparing myself for a day of loneliness in a foreign city :(

but yeah, so my dad sends me to the airport at like 5:30 so i just sit there for an hr stoning cos im so tired. then i get on the plane, and eventually i see bravin and kevin sin so im like yay some people i know :D except they were sitting far far away so i just ended up sleeping for the 1hr 40 min trip lol. and i noticed taht there were HEAPS of buff guyson the plane so i thought there was like. a rughby team flyi g to adelaide for a game or something LOL. and then i started regretting not following football cos then i would be able to know and possibly ask for autogrpahs if they were famous xD

but then no one went OMG FOOTBALL PLAYERS so i just assumed there happened to be a lot of buff guys going to adelaide. but yes. ahah then i fell asleep.

woke up and we were in adelaide. :D

caught taxi with kevin and bravin to their hotel mercure and just ended up crashing at their place until my interview. so thanks guys for saying me from wandering alone on the streets :D LOOL makes me sound like a hobo. oh well.

also found out bravin can be extermely gay sometimes especially to kevin haha.

bravin: hey kevin. we spooned
kevin: ..no we did not. o_o
bravin: DON'T DENY IT MANN. IT WAS AT LEAST 4. NO, 5 TIMES !
kevin: NOOO it's not trueeee
bravin: SERIOUSLY WE SPOONED!!!!
-takes pillow from his pants and chucks it at kevin whos like. TT omgggg. HAHA xD and me and kev were trying to study the dental program but kept getting edwardoed by bravin who couldn't decide whether he wanted to join in the study group or sleep. so he just ended up in bed, saying random stuff that did not contribute one bit to our learning xD

but yes. BRAVIN IS QUITE A GAY LAD. :D

and gluck to bravin and kevin in their oral health interviews today haha.

anyhoo, went to my interview at 1:30. recognised one of the med students jelly from med interviews haha. she was like. werent you here for med? looooool.

but yeah, i didn't like the interview cos i don't even like dentistry that much. i'm more of a med student. like seriously, upon studying the dental program i really don't think i'd like it at all. seems a tad boring for me =\

see how it goes i guess. i dno, i think the interviewers didnt like me that much cos in the end the guys like. okay i've heard enough you m ay leave now. so im thinking. omg they got so bored they couldnt be bothered listenign an ymore TT

and usually they take ages deciding for me. liek we're waiting in the room and they're like. you may go now. or whatvs. but this time itw as pretty fast. so im not sure how that went. it could have been like, okay stop talking please. go away. or liek. oo we like you. someohow the second seems a little impossible haha.

but yea, phoned channi after i was done and ended up meeting her in rundle mall after a lot of confused phone calls xD

aha her mum is so nice. we ended up walking around a bit while her mum was sitting down minding the bags and she was just like. take yur time.

my mum woudl be like. OMG YOU DITCHED MEEEEE. FEEL GUILTY NOWWWWWWWWW >=[

haha. anyways, we kinda got pretty bored after a while so we just went to the airport. me and channi played DOODLE FIND AND IT'S ACTUALLY REALLY FUN but somehow channi is just impossibly good at it while im noob and im liek WHERES THE SOCK OMGGGG.

haha saw cath after a while but she was with her mum so i didn't end up talking to her a lot :( we did some signalling on the plane though xD

ate hungry jacks, then went in the plane. couldn't fall asleep so i was kinda half stoning half drifting between consciousness and the land of sleep.

btw. CHANNI IS A V V GOOD FRIEND :D she passed my two tests haha xD extremely tricky. haha

anyways, got home at like. 10? 10:30? and got bombarded with quesitons from my mum but i mainly answered them with. meh i don't really want dentistry =\

anyways, back to taylor swift's new album i liek the songs back to december, sparks fly and enchanted and dear john. so i guess i just warmed to the new album exept i still like fearless better i think?

and i am out of passport size photographs thanks to adelaide so hopefully i wont need them anytime soon. damn ill rpobably need them when i renew my pawssport but im not planning to leave the country anymtime soon so that can wait.

ahhh im so happy for stacey gene and hui :D my mums fully like. WHY ARE YOU SO HAPPY . ITS NOT YOU! but i think i really care how our grade does cos i love our grade so much :)

like, obv i really care about my marks but it makes me happy to see us do so well. i told my mum that we came first in 4 subjects and she immediately picks up the phone and im like. dude. whyy are you calling >>" and she's like. oh yeah its not you. -hangs up. LOL.

but yeah victoria's atars got released yesterday. D:

OMG my mum just told me she's waking me up at 5:30 so i can sit in front of the computer and wait for them to come out T_T"

unnecessary much. i swear if i just wake up it'll be like. 9 and ill be able to check anyways.

then again im born with need-to-know syndrome. aka I NEED TO KNOW NOWWWWWWWW. i'm kinda like that. if i know results are out im not the type to just sit there going. meh ill check it later. im the kind of ppl that join in the bullrush to check and is like. RAWR MOVEEE NOWW BEFORE I CUT YOU ! xD'

okay slight exaggeration but you get what im saying yes?

okayyyy going to watch poh's kitchen xD currently downloading bones season 1. love me dolly. taht's right.

ps dolly: (BTW THIS IS SO A TEST TO SEE IF YOU READ MY BLOG OR NOT) :

i left my umbrella at yur house so can i get it back on atar bbq? becase we will totally be there because we got both >99. erm yes. :D =confidence! but yes, msn me when you read this. and if you don't read this. your a really bad friend :P

but yeah, speaking of which atar bbq. i think the details are 9:30 start ~12:30 finish?

i first heard 8:30 but seeing as atars are released at 9 i dont think it would start at 8:30. unless theres liek a ceremony where y0ou find out yur atar in the library at school. in that case i am so not participating. i wanna celebrate/cry in peace first xD

its kinda stupid cos apparently after the first month. no one really cares about yur atar.
then again, if you dont get the course you want i suppose yull just keep caring which isnt a good thing either. but knowing that i worked 13 years of my life just to get over it in a month is a little depressin g. but i wouldnt go back if i culd because i dont even know how i managed to stdy for the 4 week sbefore hsc. like, im glad i did cos now i know i studied as hard as i could and i really SHIULD have no regrets but we'll see. but at least i studied and didn't bludge around and is now like. dman i really should have studied htose 4 weeks. so that's good i guess.
i had gone to the library every day of those 4 weeks and just crammed from like. 10-5 ish. so i guess that's good enough but there is no way i am ever going back there agian. but apparently med is like. hsc 4 times a year. im hopign that's not trueeee =\

i guess if i can get in med, i'll hopefully like it so much that i'll want to study and want to do well so its not like. my uphill battle with economics that might not have turned out so well anyways seeing as i hate the subject. TT

like thinking about it now, i dno when i was happier. finishing economics exam or finishing hsc. its actually quite a close tie . D:

anyways, i think i've talked enough today. oh btw, if i dont reply on msn these days:
1. im not there
2. i dont like you :P jkz. i dont bar ppl co si dont likie them
3. im playing audition which is like an online ddr game. yes dont' judge me . its pretty cool but im so unco its so embaressing >> cos i keep missing everything and everyone else is like looooooooooooooooooool.
4. i'm really not there.

so yeah xD and if i never get back to you its probably cos my msn is like ctrl spaced and i forgot about it and just shut down cos yes. i am feather brained like that xD

so yes. GOOD LUCK RUSE 2010 tomorw! i hope we all get waht we want/deserve and t here will only be tears of joy shed :D

xo

At Dolly's house right now with Eddie :D

gah its so stupidly hot and humid these days.

it's like the weather can't make up its mind whether to rain or just be super hot so it does both. like this morning i was walking to the bus stop because my mum wouldn't give me a lift to the station again. and it started almost sprinkling. like i felt raindrops falling so i got out my beloved 5 buck cotton on umbrella except then it just stopped raining except i was a little paranoid it was going to rain as soon as i packed my umbrella cos that always happens so i just kept walking with my umbrella up and everyone in cars kept giving me weird looks. (ps. it never ended up raining >>)

anyways went shoppign wtih dolly at parra today ! was going to go with ruilong and FINALLY meet his cute gf claire but his mums sick :( get better soon!

but yeah, went with dolly cos she joined some vip thingo in borders and got a free 20 bucks voucher. was going to do that but today was the last day you could join, activate the card and spend the voucher so i cbf. anyways, looked around at borders for aaaaaages but she couldn't find the fantasy books she wanted so she bought 2 classics. one for her and one for me :D

yay she bought me breakfast at tiffanys! omg i love the movie so much and now i can enjoy reading it :D thank you SOOOO MUCH! omgsh i love you ! :D

anyways, after borders we kinda had nothing much to do so we went window shopping. bumped into LUCY at valleygirl ! aha so great to see you again !!! haven't seen you since the good old maths tutor days. and even then that was ages ago :( lets hang out sometime !! :D but yes, she got a job at valleygirl for xmas casual. ah lucky. must have aced the interview ! i heard retail is hard to get into. kinda also a guilt trip meaning i feel guilty about not having a job. seems like EVERYONE has a job these days. I WANT ONE :( im gnna go stalk tutor centres after atar comes out.

speaking of which. results come out in 6 DAYS! D: kill me nowwwww

anyways, going over to dolly's tomorrow with eddie :D gonna make PIZZA YUM! bringing coke and popcorn and gonna torture eddie with chick flicks :D

anyways, currently downloading taylor swift's new album 'speak now'. she's incredibly talented. but just from hearing the songs on youtube, i think i like fearless way beter. maybe ill grow into the songs, but for me it just doesn't seem to have that many songs that stand out heaps. by stand out i mean chart topping. like i remmber hearing love story and going crazily obsessed. and then you belong with m e. even white horse. i dno , we'll see. it just seems more. angsty? i dnt know but fearless seemed more cutesy high school . well plotline song wise i suppose. anyways, why am i even rambling? its so hot TT

i feel like such a fatty these days. i just eat and sleep. that's about it TT

ate a flake drumstick today. was yum :D

ooo after listening to this song , i like it :D

never grow up - taylor swift
also obsessed with:
just a dream - nelly
like a g6 - far east movement <- even though that one is getting slightly old its still pretty good :)

anyways, gonna watch modern family and 90210 now! getting slightly sick of 90210 now :( its a bit too american high school now. i don';t know what's happening exactly but yeah. think im gonna give bones and true blood a try later.

signing out :)

hm so today i picked up my laptop from tom who managed to fix it yay :D

i got nothing much to post about so i'll just recount my day i guess.

so at 9 i left the house cos my mum wouldn't give me a ride to the station so i had to walk to the bus stop and while i was walking, i almost got stabbed to death by a tree branch. okay so it was a thick branch and it fully bashed against my foot and like, it really hurt so much that i thought it must have like, pierced my foot but it didnt . it just hurt a lot :( and i'm one of those paranoid ppl who worry about internal injury so i kept checking my foot for AGES for any signs of internal bleeding. it just turned out as a red lump though lol.

anyways, got on the bus. 900 liverpool is now replaced by m90! like why is everything called m90, i mean my bus is a private bus and its m90 but like the school bus from parra to school is also m90 but that's a government bus. and it's not like all government buses are red m90s . i mean there are normal buses. huh confusing. plus my private bus is run by veolia which makes no sense at all cos now its all metrobus. -is confused

anywyas, got to the station, caught the train to west ryde,and met tom at the station seeing as i STILL CAN'T REMEMBER the way to his house. i think maaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe if he left me stranded one day i will be able to find my way there. actually maybe not , im hopeless with directions. actually just navigating my way around in general,. i find it impossible to find the basic thing even if i get specific directions on where to look. actually maybe its just me or maybe its usually my mums bad memory because our interaction usually goes :

me: hey mum wheres my new dress?
mum: its over in the laundry room
me:" where?
mum: next to the big box thign
me : 0o" - tries to look. fails. I CAN"T FIND IT
mum: OMG YUR HOPELESS. -goes and checks. oops, i left it in the garage >>

this always happens so mb its just a paranoia thing. i dno haha.

anyways, got my laptop off him in his freaking hotel/haunted mansion/10bedroom house :O
and then we decided to stalk ppl on facebook. okay well I decided to stalk random ppl on fb while he went and listened to some crappy asian music :P and not like, dbsk or stuff. like ANCIENT "classic" (as he would like to call it) chinese music that sounds quite remarkably similar to waht my parents listen to LOL.

had a few "interesting" conversations, found out some "intersting" info, just basically made fun of him LOL./

anyways, then we went to eastwood to eat. because STUPID WEST RYDE CLUB refused to allow him entry because apparently if you live in a 5 km radii from the club you have to join to enter. :O like seirously, that was kinda stupid. and he didnt want to pay 11 bucks to join even though he was starving LOL. so yeah, west ryde doesnt have that great food so we went to eastwood and i SWEAR i got jipped by the ticket guy >> srsly, 2.20 return for concession from west ryde to eastwood? come on, its like. two stops apart.

anyways, went to shang resturant. got no idea what we ate. like the name. it was ike bbq pork and shalots wrapped up in a peking duck style pancake, and pan fry buns. whatevers it was yummy :D

GOT COCONUT JUICE afterewards cos i love the stuff ! apparently its just sugar and water but i just try to lie to myself by going. coconut juice = water + cocunut and coconut grows on trees. hence its healthy. yeah i know that doesnt make sense but SHHH.

anyways, then waited for train home. tom did some psychoanalysis of random ppl, including myself and its like freakily accurate. ish. LOL. must say its pretty impressive haha.

but yes, went on a movie marathon yesterday. watched eclipse, house bunny, and watched the most of bounty hunter. i think im gonna go watch the rest now!

by the way! i signed up to the board of studies thing where they sms you yur results at 6am on the 15th. im kinda scared but i guess i prefer to know =S

for anyone intersted: http://www.boardofstudies.nsw.edu.au/hsc-results/accessing.html

pretty scary eh =\

anyways. SEE YOU GUYS ! :)

so i went to melbourne with kat yesterday for monash interview.

tbh i really disliked the place . reminded me of a more evil version of ruse and seriously disliked theplace. it was multi station like uws but it was much more horrible. i mean. uws was really relaxing and unstressing and everyone talked and had a good time even during the interview but seriously, the atmosphere was so tense, competitive and we got warned 'if you talk you fail' or something like that. so it was all a bit tense and weird. i didn't really like the questions either. thoguth they were weird. all ill say haha.

but yeah, me and kat saw CHANNI :D and i bumped into dom. again . seriously bumping into each other 3 times exact times, place and different states is kinda freaky lol.

but yeah, thanks channi for giving us a ride back :D saved us 90 bucks of taxi-ing lol.

omg did you know. we saw this guy in our interview group and he was liek. so hot. like he reminded me of matt lanter and basically me channi and kats eyes were like O_O OMGGG -drools xD

but srsly totall cutie except he was in my group so there was no way of talking. channi tried doing some stalking butall we got was the name michael. LOL. she also deducted that he lived most proibably in melbourne so we were like ngaw :(

but yeah there were quite a lot of ppl from sydney there. at least 5? haha pretty hectic.

but yeah. omg damon<3 im totally loving him again after the latest vampire diaries episode. i dno, he doesnt seem as hot? as he used to be, but like, he's undeniably cute aha xD

but yeah i think im gonna just go watch 90210 again :D

ciao

yay uws was actually really fun ! like i totally wouldn't mind going there !!

i actually really liked the interview structure and it was really fun :D except they made us fill out these surveys at the end and im still sus and worried they look at it when they choose students even though THEY SAID IT DOESNT AFFECT IT but it might ! D: which is kinda a worry cos i basically made up numbers for the last bit cos dom was like HURRY UPPPPPP lol xD

but yeah, bumped into quite a few ppl i know ! saw priya, dominic alwin?, and TINAAA who i hadn't seen for like, 3 years or something ! back in the dr du days LOL.

but yeah. got monash in melbourne on monday, haha love my alliteration :D yeah im such a geek. but anyhoo thats also an mmi so hopefully that goes alright.

hm. there's nothign really much to blog about.

oh yeah.

I AGREE WITH MILO ! TIFF, STOP COMPLAINING :( i don't see any mentions of myself on your blog gosh :(

haha jkz HOPE YOUR HAVING HEAAAAAAAAAAAAPS of FUN! and i expect a postcard sometime! :D

anyways gonna keep watchign 90210. i really don't like naomi or brenda now. LOL.

okeees xo

so i had newcastle, unsw and adelaide med ints already. UWS TODAY =S hopefully i go okay.

i've recently been watching 90210 thanks to anika :D having the actual avi files is much more convenient than streaming ever will be :) i totally love the cast, although i still reckon gossip girl is much hotter. i dno, cw is just freaking awesome :D

but not right now seeing as they've had a 2 week hiatus meaning NO GG FOR 2 WEEKS ! :(

LOL discovery for today: chinmay says i sound like a baby on the phone ! LOL i didn't even realise, but i told milo and he agreed !!

how did no one ever tell me that before :O LOL

but yeah 90210 is sort of like gossip girl but its more american teenage high school. it's actually quite funny as well as scandalous, and the main girl is super duper pretty but srsly, please make yur mind up and decide which guy you like !!! she smiles when all the guys kiss her so its like. MIXED SIGNALS WHO DO YOU LIKE OMG. :L

got uws in a few hours :O hopefully it's not that bad.

felt like a change of skin seeing as i haven't blogged in a gazillion years.

hmm, so formal formal formal. it turned out pretty good seeing as i didn't really care much about it beforehand cos i had newcastle interview on the same day.

saw esther and ronni there too so nice to know iwasn't completely alone :) but yeah didn't do well in newcastle at all and i hated the place. too much of a hole :( i dont' think i want newcastle at all.

but yeah unsw was wayyyyyy better mb cos i already had practise from newcastle but yeah it turned out pretty good and even though my mother completely abandoned me to find my own way back, managed to get a lift off bravin so thanks :D

adelaide was pretty cool. the administrators were mainly uni studnets so they were really cool and funny :D and there were so many fobs in adelaide !! like wow haha.

hmm, yeah thats a summary of my life so far.

90210!! actually no my mum says i have to go in like . a few minutes so i guess ill just have to keep typing some more until i do.

well back to 90210 i really dont like the friend/frenemy. like the blonde curly hair chick. wow i've watched 11 episodes and i still can't remember her name. amazing. OH RIGHT NAOMI.
yeah i never liked that name either. just looks weird with 3 vowels and 2 consonants. like srsly who does that? its like how i don't like the word rhythm cos its got no vowels. haha okay im a little eccentric. but im cool like that (H) (on msn a cool guy with sunnies would pop up :D)

i want a jobbb :( i think im gonna find one as soon as my last interview is done whic his 13th dec. but maybe ill just wait a few days til my atar comes out and then i can either emo away or celebrate.

like right now. i can't wait till uni. hopefully i get med in nsw but im srsly excited !! let's hope i can make med or mb i wont be so excited but honestly, right now i just can't waiiittt.

also, TIFF I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING SUPER DUPER HEAPS OF FUN !!! miss you :(

see you get special mention just cos of what you told me yesterday :D which i absolutely am so happy about :D

haha okay, maybe i should go change and get ready.

COMMENT PLEASE PPL. :(

haha xo