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MEMORISED 517/1443 words. QUIZ TIME.

Do you turn the lights on as soon as you wake up? lol no. isn't it sunny/bright when i wake up? 0o
Where did you last throw up? no idea. can't remember but i'm guessing the toilet? =S
What songs remind you of your last ex? i need you - three doors down
Spill your guts to us on exactly what’s on your mind right now:shiiti'm so screwed for maths, and eco and bio and i really should be memorising 3u..
What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?sleeping
What’s your favorite area at the zoo? hm. i dno. i love the zoo. just not the snakes/insects/gross animals section :D hmmm.:)
Do you own more dvd’s or video games? dvds
If you could have any drink handed to you right now, what would you ask for? ooo. i feel like a milkshake
Can you see any shoes from where you are sitting?nope
What kind of guys are you usually attracted to? hmmm.
What have you eaten today? noodles with soup.
Would you rather be at the beach or lake? depending on weather. mb lake ?
Do you honestly think the world is going to end it 2012? neverrrrr
So, what do you want for your birthday? no idea. i got 11 months to think about it so no rush :D
Who are you texting right now? n/a
What was the last movie you watched and with who? um. the last song on my laptop :D
Have you ever kissed 2 people at once? nope. wow that must take skill 0_0
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? nooo TT fkning 7am
When is the last time you cried? ummm. graduation i think
Last text from? tang
Are you scared of spiders? very TT
Do you miss anyone? yeeees :(
Do you curse a lot? hm. probably :L
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? LOL uber stalker much . :L :L
Do you have trust issues? i dont think so ? =S
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? hello hsc.
Have you ever punched a guy? yep. never hurts though >> damn my weakness :L
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? i don't think so
Have you ever lived on a dirt/gravel road? idk?
Ever been swimming in a lake or river? ummmm. cant remember. probably not
Ever been to a bonfire party? i want to :(
Have you ever been on a horse? yep. it hurts like hell the nxt day. or mb its just my unfitness ;(
Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? not really.
What’s irritating you right now? the fact that i should be memorising 3u and the fact that we're in the MIDDLE of hsc so the end is so close yet so far TT
Are you afraid of the dark? um. not if im sleeping. but if iim trapped somehwere and its dark, GET ME OUT OF THERE !
Do you know your father’s birthday? 10/12/50 [i hope o_o]
What is the last movie you saw in theaters? despicable me
Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? yeah but oh well.
How many different houses have you lived in throughout your life?? um. 2 or 3
Have you ever kissed someone 20 years old or older? nope. well my parents, do they count?
Next time you kiss someone, will it be on the lips? idk
Did you buy something today? strepsils :D
What was the last TV show you watched? masterchef :D


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Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4."and do not pass into the Bowman's capsule. the fluid that passes into the..." LOL its my bio textbook <3
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach? my strepsils :D
What is the last thing you watched on TV? x factor
Without looking, guess what time it is: 12:21
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? oh damn 12:23
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?um. yesterday HAHA. and i dont remember. probably getting somethign to eat :L
Before you started this survey, what did you look at?my 3u essay
What are you wearing? um grey black tee, trackpants and black star hoodie
Did you dream last night? yeah but i couldnt' remember. it was just v v entertaining :L
When did you last laugh?um. probably yesterday sometime
What are on the walls of the room you are in? nothing except some dodgy chinese poster my mum chucks on my mirror. i swear she's trying to cure my vanity :L
Seen anything weird lately?not really
What do you think of this quiz? waste of time
What is the last film you saw? the last song
What are you listening to? n/a
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? too much
Tell me something about you that I don’t know about. um. i live in greenacre?
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?um peace and happiness :D i got no idea 0o
Do you like to dance? HAHA how embarassing :L
Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? ooo um. idk >< should i be thinking about this already? 0o
Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? hm no idea either.
Would you ever consider living abroad? idk
What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? i forgive you
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-What is your closest friends' names? ah i cbb listing. ily guys though :)
How long have you been friends for? 5-6 years
Do you have a boyfriend? nope
If so, what's his name? n/a
How long have you been together? n/a
Who was your last test message from? tang
Could you live without your computer? nope
Facebook or Myspace? fb
Do you like thunder & lightning storms? if im inside idm.
Have you ever travelled out of the country? yeah. a LOOOOOOOOONG time ago :L
Has someone ever made you a scrapbook? no :(
What colour is the room you are in right now? green and white courtesy of my dads painting
Is there a TV in the room you're in? nope
Have you ever had surgery? no\
If so, on what/why? n/a
Who's the person you feel like thanking today? my mum for shopping and buying me yum food :)Do you regret something you've done this year? do i? oh yeah. i dno. not studying as hard as i could have so now during the hsc i realise im effed
Do you have any pets? no
Are you on a desktop or a laptop? laptop
Are you a morning or night type of person? night
Are you easy to talk to? i hope.
What's your favourite number? 10
Do you have a pool? nope
Do you enjoy "liking" or "becoming a fan" of things on facebook? likeee. less clicking involved
Have you eaten dinner yet? nope its almost lunch time :L
Are you hot or cold? probs cold :L
What's your emotion? screwed
Why? hsc
Texting anyone? nope
Listening to? n/a
Time? 12:30
FAMILY: Do you get along with your family? yeah
Whom are you closest to in your family? my sister probs
Sibilings? yoounger sister
How many cousins do you have? 2. wow so little
Are you close to them? no

SCHOOL:
What year are you in? twelve
Who do you sit with on your way to school (bus/train)? WAH I graduated :( dolly or kat though usually . or abby
Who's the first person you think of in your maths class? probs ash :)
Do you like your class? WAH i miss it :( it was v fun

OKAY 3U AAAAAAAARGH :(

im getting so into 3u that i now think this quote is uber sad
"he was mad with loneliness and lovelessness" :'( POOR QUOYLE

okay bye

Woke up today with a sore throat :(
Not a good sign =\

Finished all the maths papers from 09-00. (Not in one day, i just finsihed 00 today :L did the rest before)
Don't be impressed, i basicaly just rage quitted at q7 and occasionall q6 in every paper TT
i wish i was better at maths TT
Bit late to regret not working eh? :L

Anyhow, now i got a stomachache but I dno why 0o
why is there so much wrong with me ?? :(

WARNING: rant coming up. ignore if you want.

Anyways, what happened yesterday. okay, you're REALLY ANNOYING and you should stop raging and always trying to bring the past back, because what's done is done and just learn to MOVE ON.

don't say i haven't tried because I TRIED being friendly again, but honestly, i've apologised, there's nothig much i can do. so quit the questioning and the guilt tripping AND JUST please get over it.

and i really don't appreciate how you just have to blame everything on me. okay, i was a slack bitch but some things i ain't responsible for and you should quit bringing them up and blaming me for random crap. i'm so sick of talking to you and i don't really ever want to talk to you now, since it bugs you so much. so let's just live separate lives okay?

RANT OVER :)
so anyways.

i should go do eco. just had to rage a little. kthxbai :)

Oh mannn.

Haven't blogged in AGES.

Yeah i was kind of on an unannounced hiatus, and i should be doing eco TT

okay, i promise ill do it after this quiz.

i've been going to library these days, except somehow i'm not managing to study. like yesterday i studied from 9:30-11:30 then just read girlfriend and dolly until 3.
i dont even LIKE girlfriend or dolly >> but there were no who mags and i dind't want to work so i guess that was a stupid idea eh. sigh.

okay, ENGLIHS PAPER ONE:
was actually okay for me, cos i prepared for one related text. i think my story went okay too =\ hopefully.
it felt a little dodge but WHATEVER. hopefully made sense :L

ENGLIHS PAPER TWO: whoever wrote the hamlet question i want to hug. even though i didnt know what disillusionment meant, it had the word illusion so i kinda just wrote about deception, appearance vs reality, illusions etc.
and also my memorised essay was about deception / inner struggle :D
so YAY thank you mod b question !
except mod c. what's a text form? i was kinda like. pft whatever -writes out prepared essay :L

hopefully it wasnt TOO bad, i already knew my mod c was my worst essay so yeah -fingers crossed.

next exam is maths 2u. sadly, theoreticaly i sholud be like OMG gonna gun it, gonna be so easy. but realistically im like fml. i still dont really get it :L
yeah, maths is my whatever subject but now i realise i actualy suck TT
hopefully my cram sesh with tom w on friday can bring me up to date =\
lets see if he can perform miracles :L

but yeah, slightly panicking about eco and bio. bio i need a really mark cos its my only good one, except im starting to realise that iverach's questions are so narrow and specific and he asks the same questions everytime, so now when i look at hsc, i'm like oh my gawd. what is this TT

i'm immensely scared of biology. and economics. my rank isnt v good. 31/54. i would not like to imagine what my rank would have been if i hadn't done well in trials. oh dear :L

but yeah, so i gotta do reaaaaaaaallly well to make up for my low school mark TT but its kinda hard seeing as i don't really know much about economics...sighs.

i hope fl00d returns my essays soon...i sent them first week of holidays, he said he got them in his junk mail but he marked it, so =\ PLEASEEEE i want them back TT

anywayas, i stole a quiz off george. so AFTER THIS QUIZ I WILL STUDY !

1 - Have you ever been asked out? yes
2 - Where was your profile picture taken? i'll pretend this is fb and say school :L
3 - What's your middle name? n/a
4 - Your current relationship status? single
5 - Does your crush like you back? He better or i'm going to be saaad>=[ :P
6 - What is your current mood? Tired of studying. not that i really started.
7 - What color socks are you wearing? n/a
8 - What color shirt are you wearing? n/a. JOKES :L um white :L
9 - Missing something? i MISS YOUUUUUUUU :( better be working though :(
10 - If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do? hm, i used to always want to go back and change time, but tbh i don't think i want to change anything cos everything might be differnt. oh wait. change my mind. maybe i would just work a bit harder on maths, so i could be better at maths :L.. (does this make me a sad person? :(? )
11 - If you must be an animal for one day what would you be? hmmm, a bird :) so i could flyyy.
12 - Ever had a near death experience? um. oh i almost got run over by a car thanks to dolly. remember? :L
13 - Something you do a lot? Procrastinate. and think about youu :(
14 - The song stuck in your head? you will never be - julia sheer
15 - Who did you copy and paste this from? george
16 - Name someone with the same birthday as you: belinda :)
17 - When was the last time you cried? um, probs during graduation :L
18 - Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? yup
19 - If you could have one super power what would it be? FLYYY
20 - What's the first thing you notice about the opposite (same) body? ummmm.hmmm. face and hair?
21 - What do you usually order from Starbucks? GLORIA JEANS FTW. but seeing as i gave up coffee...-evil glare btw, um. arnotts tim tam :)
22 - What's your biggest secret? LOL wouldnt be a secret if i told you :L
23 - Favorite color? n/a
24 - Do you still watch kiddie shows on tv? not YET. after hsc PLAY SCHOOL HERE I COME :L
25 - What's on your walls in your room? blue paint. :L
26 - What are you? Awesome tyvm.
27 - Do you speak any other languages? Mando.
28 - What's your favorite smell? hmmm. something yummy cooking, or some nice perfume :)
29 - Describe your life in one word? awesome. (haven't we been through this? xD)
30 - Have you ever been kissed in the rain? NO but that's on my list :(
31 - What are you thinking about right now? hm, i want lunch. but i shuld study after this.
32 - What should you be doing? Studying...
33 - Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? Hmm...probs my mum
34 - How often do you talk to God? I dno.
35 - Do you like working in the yard? That autmoatically asssumes i go outside right? :L n/a
36 - If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? pft, who cares. its just a last name :L
37 - Do you act differently around the person you like? hm. yeah :L i'm a lot nicer. i hope :L
38 - What is your natural hair color? black
39 - Who was the last person you talked to? my mum

NEXT QUIZ. THANKS YUN :)
OKAY ILL WORK LATER OKAY? ;(

List 5 things that make you happy.
1. someone else being happy :)
2. BYE BYE HSC PLEASE
3. >99.3 ATAR PLEEASE
4.MEEDDDDDD TT please?
5. ADELAAAIDE and movies and shopping :)

List 5 things that make you sad.
1. we're in the middle of hsc and i'm doing quizzes on my blog instead of studying eco which i am totally scrwed for
2. http://funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/1084840/BAWWWW
3. watching 5-12yr olds cooking better than i ever will TT
4. Failing.
5. wheres my lunch :(

List 5 of your favourite foods.
1. PHO
2. Italian food yum.
3. ice cream nom nom : vanilla, green tea, cookies and cream, mango :)
4. Chocolate
5. Chilli crab looks yum


List 5 of your favourite drinks.
1. WAS originally coffee TT
2. Coke
3. Milk tea
4. boost
5. milkshakes

List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people currently.
1. hiiiii. i miss youu. study harddd. don't be paranoid :)
2. um. you're kinda annoying but i don't really want to tell you that cos it might turn out badly. sighs.
3. yeah you're really not that great.
4. HI! STOP SHERLOCKING AND DO MORE MATHSSS.
5. YOU GUYS ARE SOOOO CUTEE -squee
6. see above :L
7. HI SORRY I KEEP RANDOMLY LEAVING ON GTALK :L
8. OMGGGG. YOU DITCHED ME FOR A YEAR. you better make it up to me bitchhhh. :(
9. go watch dateline.
10. you're cool :D

List 10 pet hates.
1. SNORING ERGH
2. FORGETTING RANDOM STUFF esp important stuff. like my wallet yesterday TT
3. Ppl texting back one word like. lol.
4. MY MOTHER READING MY MESSAGES ergh. thakn gosh for pin code locking TT
5. Getting the same question wrong EVERY SINGLE TIME
6. procrastination
7. bad breath.
8. feeling gross
9. cherry ripe and turkish delight. yes that's the only chocolates left in the house TT
10. little insects that fly around you or crawl or creep or basically any insect

List 5 good things about your life. (sorry yun i had to copy yur top 3 cos they were good :L)
1. FRIENDS.
2. FAMILY.
3. FOOD.
4. FEELING HAPPY :D
5. HSC ALMOST OVERRRR. but not really TT

List 5 bad things about your life.
1. PROCRASTINATION
2. BEING IN THE MIDDLE OF HSC. SO CLOSE YET SO FAR
3. ZEROOOO MOTIVATIONNNNNN.
4. hm. Having my computer being virused out for ayear.
5. Not understanding eco TT or doing well in bio TT

List your family members - their names, their ages and what they are, (eg brother, mother)
Father - James, 60
Mother- Mary, 45-50(yeah im a bad daugther )
Sister - Alice, 11

List 5 of your favourite songs ( not really in order)
1. Breathe - Taylor swift
2. Love hangover - Jason Derulo
3. Two is better than one - boys like girls ft taylor swift
4. For the first time - The Script
5. Far away - Julia Sheer ft Kevin Littlefield. OR you will never be - julia sheer

List what you did/plan to do today
1. Work
2. Eat
3. Work
4. msn
5. Work
6. Work a little more

List what happened on your last birthday in order.
pft my celebrations were kinda all over the place not really on my bday so ill just list those. hm.
BREAKFAST, SCHOOL, STRAT PLAZA, CAKE, DINNER, MORE CAKE, GOLD CLASS, EVEN MORE CAKE, TALK WITH ANIKA, LUNCH WITH ITALIAN FOOD, STICKER PHOTOOS :)


List your favourite shops
Valleygirl, Forever new, Dotti, Cotton on, SES, Tightrope (cos everything is cheeeeap), Sportsgirl, Myer

List how you do your hair and make- up
Either curl my hair or leave it, eyeliner, mascara. that's about it usualy.

List 5 things you wish were different
1. I WANT HSC TO BE OVERRR
2. I WISH I DIDN'T FALL OUT WITH SO MANY PPL
3. I WANNA DO MED
4. I WISH I WAS RICH
5. I WISH I COULD DRIVE AND HAVE A CAR :(
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OKAY IM DONE . STUDY TIME. PROMISE XX

Not feeling like studying right now, even though hsc is in 14 days.
fml.
I've basically spent today lying on my bed listening to my ipod and playing doodle jump
Cos my mum woke me up at 8 and was like, do you want to go library today?
and i was like, cbf. tooo tireddddd.
-goes back to sleep.

sigh, this is what happens when i don't go library.
gonna start going daily from now on, no matter how tired i am.
hope everyones studying hard, unlike me :)
i think im acutally just hardcore cram next week. i think i need it haha.

currently SO addicted to for the first time - the script as you can probably tell from my blog haha.
but yeah its weird, cos im not that into rock, but i don't know.
it makes me happy and sad at the same time 0o
i think i'm just on permanent pms these days, cos im trying NOT to stress, but it's hard when my mum keeps saying. FOURTEEN DAYS! THIRTEEN! countdowwwwwwn. sigh.

i totally realised today i haven't learnt anything about labour market, and i dont know much about ANY markets for eco , and not that good with income, wages, price, environmental management.... yeah gotta work hard on eco. i dont even know the details about carbon tax scheme.

and bio, i'm two dotpoints away from finishing LEARNING search for a better health, which i should have learnt before school ended, but ><
so after tomrow, should be able to start doing bio past papers, probably to realise i forgot everything >< and i actually need to do well in bio cos its the only thing dragging my estimate up.sigh. ;(

and 3u maths. actually no. even 2u maths.. why am i getting worse and worse?
probably cos i put zero effort in. but i was doing my first 3u paper today, and i competely died after question 4.
wow. i suck. i even forgot newtons method .

i got no idea why im ranting here, and not studying and fixing these problems, but i think ive been getting increasingly stressed cos blogging and ranting helps i guess. haha, sorry for wasting yur time reading this ^^"

but yes. i gotta get my drive to study back. cos i'm getting less and less motivated, and its harder to study for long now :(

anyways, gonna go watch vampire diaries ep 4 :)