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Sunday, August 22, 2010 9:52 PM
#133 day seventeen
-insert missing photo. cos im on my laptop and i got no pics on it :( oh welldoing a quiz i stole off trev cos im bored :)
I am : jan, janny, janice if yur milo :L, janzies if your chinmay
I love : family, friends, music, roger federer, matt smith, my fav tv shows[ceebs listing], things that make me happy
I fear : people leaving, the future, spiders, insects, scary movies, scary people, losing people i love, snakes, crocodiles, scary animals, ghosts, feeling like a failure/im not good enough
I hope : to acheive my dreams, to be a better person, to get into med, happiness comes my way, to keep in touch with all my friends after hsc
I hear : music, nothign much else
I regret : many things. some are repairable. some i try to repair but doesn't seem to be working. some will never be fixed.
I cry : never anymore. unless im absolutely stressed to the max that i can't help it. but i rarely cry. in sad movies my eyes kinda prickle like they want to but i havent' cried in ages. well. cos of movies and stuff. stress is unavoidable.
I care : about all the people im close to, about all the shit happening in the world,
I feel : sad
I listen : r&b, pop, rock, alternative. quite a lot.
I hide : when im scared by hugging my teddy and crawling into bed.
I dance : when no ones watching cos it hurts to see :D
I write : when i study. which is rarely. :L
I miss : what things used to be like when we were younger.
I learn : don't be so stupid and stubborn about things.
I know : i make a lot of mistakes
I say : a lot. but the quality varies from when im high (which is basically when ill blurt out any random thing) or when im sad (and then i get cheesily reminiscent LOL)
I succeed : because i'm scared of failure; and because i really want to.
I dream : and i wonder how accurate they are. cos i got one where i got 63 umat. uhoh.
I wonder : how differnt life would be if i didn't screw up that badly.
I want : to be proud of myself. and i want everyone else that loves me to be proud of me.
I have : so many unbelievably awesome friends that i will keep forever
My Mother knows I am : um. stressed?
YES OR NO
you keep a diary : nope. ill abandon it in like a week
you like to cook : yep :)
you have a secret you have not shared with anyone : who hasnt?
you talk in your sleep : apparently sometimes. o_o
you set your watch a few minutes ahead : um. my phonetime is behind >> and my ipod is like. almost accurate.
you bite your fingernails : yes >> childhood habit.
you believe in love : yeah.
LAST
thing you bought : um. chips :D
song you listened to : listening to We can be better - Shawn Desman
song that was stuck in your head : when im kissing you -claude kelly
song you've downloaded : cross country- jackie boyz
TV show you've watched : how i met your mother
DO
you wish you could live somewhere else : um. i dno. not really.
you think about suicide : um. i think i went through an emo stage in y9.
you believe in online dating : um. no. thats kinda sad...
others find you attractive : ask them urself <- ditto trev :L
you want more piercings : hm. maybe double piercings
you want tattoos : no
you drink : not 18 yet. so legally, nope. :)
you do drugs : never
you smoke : never
you like cleaning : yeah no.
you like roller coasters: :) sure.
you write in cursive or print : print.
you carry a donor card : no
HAVE YOU
ever cried over a boy/girl : probably. angst teenage years :)
ever lied to someone : yeah
ever been arrested : nope
shampoo do you use : pantene/right now im using...herbal essence. i think. o_o can't remember.
NUMBER
of times I have been in love ? love is too big a word.
of times I have had my heart broken ? that's too dramatic.
of hearts I have broken ? uh. dno. too dramatic?
of girls/guys I have kissed ? uh. too personal?
of people I've slept with ? n/a
of people I consider my enemies ? um. nt really enemies. its kinda overrated.
of CDs' that I own ? um. avril, backstreet boys (LOL), some others. can't rmember.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper ? like none >>
of things in my past that I regret ? 3 or 4
height ? 166-168 (somewhere around there)
hair colour ? black
eyebrows ? black
eye colour ? dark brown
about your ears ? um. pierced?
about your tongue ? its there <- LOL trev.
HAVE YOU
broken the law ? yeah
run away from home ? no
ever cheated on a test ? yeah
stayed up til 4 on the phone ? no
ever gone skinny dipping ? no
made a prank phone call ? yes.
ever tipped over a portapotty ? LOL nope.
used your parents' credit card before ? yes.
skipped school before ? with permission from parents.
fell asleep in the shower/bath ? nope
been in a school play ? yeah
cried in public ? yeah. it was really embaressing >>
LOVE
boyfriend ? um. if i hadone?
girlfriend ? sure. charling ;)
sexuality ? straight
virginity ? still there
children ? i want 2-3 :)
been hurt ? yes
gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days ? um. no
RANDOM
do you have a job ? nope
if you were a crayon, what colour would you be ? pink
what do you like to do ? medicine :)