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now instead of studying chem, im [probably stupidly] reading my old gmail convos from ages ago. yeah okay thats pretty dumb.

anyways, brought back a lot of memories.

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now that i'm rereading this, i suddenly realise how much of an idiot i was. you were right there for years and i just took you for granted. and now that you're gone, i wish you were still here.

you were always wise, and gave the best advice. now that i have a little bit of sense, i should have stopped telling you to 'shuddup' and actually listen, because if i did, i think i would have been a better person and had a happier childhood.

i think it took me rereading these to realise just how much i really miss you. you used to beleive in me so much, and i really miss you always being there and always called me pretty just to cheer me up.

you're funny, smart, good looking [ even if you never used to think it] and the very best of friends. i feel like im a worse person now that you're gone. you said you never want to be like me. really good advice for yourself, even if you were joking at that time.thanks for teaching me to be optimistic, and sorry for hurting you.

i miss being young and carefree, having religious arguments, and just talking and hanging out ><

you'll probably never read this anyway, and if you do, you might not remember and think its for you...

but yes. just so you know, i don't not care.

ps. you owe me 10c :)