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Wednesday, June 9, 2010 6:55 PM
10 messages to 10 people
Because i just don't want to do bio :D(PS isnt it funny how i didnt blog for weeks. and now that its the day before exams, i blog twice in a day :L hehe)
1. Seeing you makes me want to cry, hug you, hit you, call you a retard, laugh, smile, and cheer you up :) thank you for being there for me since the beginning, and being a person i look up to. i miss you so much, and i hope we'll get to hang out more after my hsc. Thank you for being my rock, and always having time for me :)
2. I'm sorry i'm being so difficult about this, i'm just a horribly complicated person. i hope i can make it up to you someday, but for now i just can't do it.
3. i don't understand you. sometimes you're overfriendly, and sometimes you're just mean. you say i can trust you, but i'm not sure, you don't really seem to let people in, and i'm scared you'll betray me.
4. thanks for being my best friend :) you make me smile, even when i want to kill you for one reason or another. stop freaking out about work, stand up to your parents and move out with me :D hehe. not that i want to move out. but yes :D chillax your smart, and yull get 99.65+ for sure :)
5. I'm sorry, i don't know what happened between us. i never talk to you anymore, hi does not count. i miss being your friend, i miss it when you used to come up and talk to me, now it just seems like you think i'm just some trivial person who you shouldn't talk to. i'm sorry if i made things really awkward between us and i'm sorry for making things awkward; we were friends long ago and those were relaly good times and you helped save my sanity in year 8. i owe you a lot
6. you are one of the funniest, (retardest ;P) people i've talked to these few years, i love our talks about our past and future lives HAHa jameses :P but yeah, YOU'RE SO DISTRACTING TOO HAHA. but you're so awesome that it doesnt matter :)oh and you make the funniest rhymes :D
7. thanks for being such a good friend to me for so long. your mum makes the yummiest foods and im totally crashing at your place for a while after hsc :) you're so awesome and you and 6 are so gonna win that smiggle comp! haha :)
8. you're such a cool stoner hehe. enough said :D
9. stop drinking and partying! you said you would stop after last saturday >< i really worry about you, especially after what happened last time. i'm going to force you to catch the bus with me early and go home and study ! >=[
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10. TO THE 7 PEOPLE WHO CHANGED MY LIFE IN YEAR 8:
i miss the times we used to sit at squashed grass, and just sing 'lean on me' and 'joyful joyful' and all these other songs. i miss just being togther as a group and being able to sit down for a whole lunch time and talk about random futile stuff. i miss being young, carefree and innocent and all those hardcore sleepovers; westside story, bowling at 11, 4 pppl in the backseat, with the cops next to us eating maccas :D and tiff screaming her head off, and singing until we got basically drunk on adrenaline at 2 in the mornig, where we started making up lyrics to songs like hallelujah, the time when you of two would make the rest of us call them men, the times when ned would come back from vienna? and discover a sleepover on in half an hr, AND would be able to come LOL. only neds parents sigh. times of yum cha, when half of you guys couldnt stand the jasmine tea for some reason. the times when we'd yell 'pyramids' to the world and watched fawlty towers and i cried laughing and could barely breathe. the time when we fast forwarded and made up our own lines to maria in westside story. the times when we'd go bbqing all the time, and lings mum would make her pretty colorful salads and no one but ling and ned would eat them :L
damn i miss us all being together.
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okay now bio time
byebye for now :)