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wow my sister is 12 and already so gross lol

this is gonna be really short cos im meant to be doing 3u speech

but we were eating oreos and she was trying to impersonate the ad

so shes like

"lick...dick...wait.

and we're both just like
...

and she's like OMG i didnt mean that! its not my fault they rhyme! omg omg omg -freaks out

okay so it was a had-to-be-there moment, but it was prettyu funyn at the time so just post id post it lol.

i bought 3 pens from iristar today for 1.35 already :L

two 30c ones and one 75c woot. bargain

okay gotta do speech.

BYEBYES

anyone/know anyone who wants to buy pink lg icecream phone, very new and cheap second hand please let me know (:

yay i'm finsihed, even though i failed eco. seriously, based on my calculations,the most i can get is 16/30 (:

sigh. i think ill actually drop it. but then ill be on 10 units, but i dont realy have a choice, because its that bad ):

anyways, so i waas really sad today about eco so i went to parra and me and aritree window shopped for a bit, and then we went to eat lunch,

AND WE BUMPED INTO RUILONG ON THE WAY (: yay. he was with ambert and they had just finsihed their exams and we all ended up going to lunch together ^^

yay it was fun. i got free chips and coke :)

lol thanks ruilong for always somehow turning up when im uber sad :) LOL

now that i think about it, you actually do turn up randomly. its really freaky LOL

like, 3u on my bday 0_0 where you just walked out of english randomly hahaha

but yeah, thanks :) i feel muchmuch better now just hanging with you :)

anyways, my mum was like LOL you failed eco, maybe you should drop. so at least im not getting owned now. im just gonna hope everything goes well othetrwise i really am effed lol >>""

the construction workers came at 11am today lol. theres dust and loud BANG BANG everywhre ):

im currently listening to my ipod on really loud volume cos i figured im gonna go deaf either way and id rather go deaf listening to taylor swift, jason derulo andclaude kelly than the drilling and hammering haha.

also i come home and my mums like OMG THE FLOORBOARD IS SO UGLY AND not red brown. and she showed me this sample, and cos the light was shining on it, i was like OMG EW ITS GROSS. so i run upstairs, and then i see that it IS red mahogany and you basically cant much redder and im like >> what. it IS red.

and my mum comes up and starts fully complaining about how its not red, and im like ><" you cant get much redder without it being BRIGHT red LOL.

anyways, im gonna go play burger shop 2 and do eco research and 3uspeech tomrow lol.

anymore eco and i really will cry/kill something (:

but overall other than eco, i think/hope i do okay for everything else. im mainly worired about 2u english =\

anyways, HOPE YOU GUYS ALL DID WELL TOO (:

love jan
xo

now instead of studying chem, im [probably stupidly] reading my old gmail convos from ages ago. yeah okay thats pretty dumb.

anyways, brought back a lot of memories.

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now that i'm rereading this, i suddenly realise how much of an idiot i was. you were right there for years and i just took you for granted. and now that you're gone, i wish you were still here.

you were always wise, and gave the best advice. now that i have a little bit of sense, i should have stopped telling you to 'shuddup' and actually listen, because if i did, i think i would have been a better person and had a happier childhood.

i think it took me rereading these to realise just how much i really miss you. you used to beleive in me so much, and i really miss you always being there and always called me pretty just to cheer me up.

you're funny, smart, good looking [ even if you never used to think it] and the very best of friends. i feel like im a worse person now that you're gone. you said you never want to be like me. really good advice for yourself, even if you were joking at that time.thanks for teaching me to be optimistic, and sorry for hurting you.

i miss being young and carefree, having religious arguments, and just talking and hanging out ><

you'll probably never read this anyway, and if you do, you might not remember and think its for you...

but yes. just so you know, i don't not care.

ps. you owe me 10c :)

a third of my exams done ^^

sounds liek a lot but i have a long way to go haha.

english was a bit dodgy. haha, i dont think i did well, but i dont want to declare that i did badly because it feels like im jinxing myself, so maybe if i remain positive, it'll turn out okay (: does it work that way? haha .

the question. hm. could have been way worse. im so happy that it was about understanding/meaning, but i dno how well i turned my essay into a speech . =S

oh well.

bio. was. hm.

i refuse ever to see davy when im trying to study bio.

so im sitting in the study, calming reading my notes thinking i basically knew everyting...

-a fully stressed out freaked out overstressedd davy comes running in.


JAJANJANAJANAJAN!!! FAKGJLSFDJLSKGJASLGJKASFDJGASKL FGJAKLSJG im EFFED. do you know _____________________________________STUPID DNA SEQUENCING WHICH YOU FREAKED ME OUT ABOUT AND WE DIDNT GET TESTED BTW. == -_______________________ - INSERT A whole load of crap i didnt know-

jan: ._.

...

shit.

so then I START freaking out, and stressing like crazy and davy runs away stressing further.

omg what a distraction TT

haha jokes davy. you cant help but feel so stressed, but you probably gonna come first in bio again :L

i think i did...okay? in bio research i hope anyways. theory doesnt even matter, but i finsihed so thats good ^^

the info i wrote in theory is dodgy though =\

hopefully i can do okay ^^

but yes. let me rage about my parents renovation scheme.

they had the brilliant idea of renovating ... THIS AND NEXT WEEK.

hence, i am kicked out of my room, they dismantled my bed and im now cramped in the living room sleeping on a mattress, and without a room for the next month or so ><

and now my dad wont stop talking about wall designs and how i have to come up with my own,and how me and my sister are going to have a designing wall contest to see whos design is betetr etc etc. now.

when im trying todo2u maths. well not realy sinceim typing but STILL.rage

so basically they're changing all of upstairs from carpet to wood cos my sister is allergic, and repainting.

like they couldnt wait a few more weeks or something TT

and my dad apparently got all the stuff supercheap, so i bet it has asbestos and lead, mercury and all these other heavy metals that are going to kill me (:

but yes. i am so pumped and ready to fail 2u maths (:

i know nothing.like literally.

normally i get everything, its just i cbb doing past papers. this time im getting like 40/60 in 2u and 30/63 in 3u (Y)

so yes.

at least i get to sleep in tomroow.

gluck for maths people (:

and 4u ppl. dont complain. its yurfault you chose it! :P

now im contemplating to gg maths and just catch up on glee and masterchef (Y)

maybe ill finsih this past paper i started since 4 then do it :L

kays, gluck all (:

and philo ppl: dont stress too much! gluck and im sure you'll do fine :D

TADA. see yu guys (:

janny

Because i just don't want to do bio :D

(PS isnt it funny how i didnt blog for weeks. and now that its the day before exams, i blog twice in a day :L hehe)

1. Seeing you makes me want to cry, hug you, hit you, call you a retard, laugh, smile, and cheer you up :) thank you for being there for me since the beginning, and being a person i look up to. i miss you so much, and i hope we'll get to hang out more after my hsc. Thank you for being my rock, and always having time for me :)

2. I'm sorry i'm being so difficult about this, i'm just a horribly complicated person. i hope i can make it up to you someday, but for now i just can't do it.

3. i don't understand you. sometimes you're overfriendly, and sometimes you're just mean. you say i can trust you, but i'm not sure, you don't really seem to let people in, and i'm scared you'll betray me.

4. thanks for being my best friend :) you make me smile, even when i want to kill you for one reason or another. stop freaking out about work, stand up to your parents and move out with me :D hehe. not that i want to move out. but yes :D chillax your smart, and yull get 99.65+ for sure :)

5. I'm sorry, i don't know what happened between us. i never talk to you anymore, hi does not count. i miss being your friend, i miss it when you used to come up and talk to me, now it just seems like you think i'm just some trivial person who you shouldn't talk to. i'm sorry if i made things really awkward between us and i'm sorry for making things awkward; we were friends long ago and those were relaly good times and you helped save my sanity in year 8. i owe you a lot

6. you are one of the funniest, (retardest ;P) people i've talked to these few years, i love our talks about our past and future lives HAHa jameses :P but yeah, YOU'RE SO DISTRACTING TOO HAHA. but you're so awesome that it doesnt matter :)oh and you make the funniest rhymes :D

7. thanks for being such a good friend to me for so long. your mum makes the yummiest foods and im totally crashing at your place for a while after hsc :) you're so awesome and you and 6 are so gonna win that smiggle comp! haha :)

8. you're such a cool stoner hehe. enough said :D

9. stop drinking and partying! you said you would stop after last saturday >< i really worry about you, especially after what happened last time. i'm going to force you to catch the bus with me early and go home and study ! >=[
hehe

10. TO THE 7 PEOPLE WHO CHANGED MY LIFE IN YEAR 8:
i miss the times we used to sit at squashed grass, and just sing 'lean on me' and 'joyful joyful' and all these other songs. i miss just being togther as a group and being able to sit down for a whole lunch time and talk about random futile stuff. i miss being young, carefree and innocent and all those hardcore sleepovers; westside story, bowling at 11, 4 pppl in the backseat, with the cops next to us eating maccas :D and tiff screaming her head off, and singing until we got basically drunk on adrenaline at 2 in the mornig, where we started making up lyrics to songs like hallelujah, the time when you of two would make the rest of us call them men, the times when ned would come back from vienna? and discover a sleepover on in half an hr, AND would be able to come LOL. only neds parents sigh. times of yum cha, when half of you guys couldnt stand the jasmine tea for some reason. the times when we'd yell 'pyramids' to the world and watched fawlty towers and i cried laughing and could barely breathe. the time when we fast forwarded and made up our own lines to maria in westside story. the times when we'd go bbqing all the time, and lings mum would make her pretty colorful salads and no one but ling and ned would eat them :L

damn i miss us all being together.

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okay now bio time

byebye for now :)

exams start tomroow! good luck everyone ^^

i sorta finsihed memorising my essay, even though i know we're definitely not meant to memorise for this module, and im worried im gonna get stuffed cos of it =\

oh well.

trying to stay positive even though i havent studied bio yet >>"
ill get there eventually.hopefully :)

currently hugging a hot water bottle, and its saving me from freezing to death :)

i should go study.
just felt like typing something into my blog haha (Y)

okay, good luck guys :)

oh, and happy birthday to ned for yesterday :)

and good news: about 8 weeks after it happened...

I GOT MY FINE REVOKED (:
yay i saved 50 bucks (:

jan is happy now :)

LOVE YOU GUYS hehe :D

uhoh, im super super screwed for exams, cos im having trouble concentrating.

everytime i try to sit down and study bio, i end up here or fb, or daydreaming etc.

like, srsly, i spent the whole day trying to do 1 bio past paper T_T
fml.

okay soim gonna mini rant because i need to, and hopefully after this i will study properly.

i dislike it when people don't study until the last minute, then whinge about being screwed. its kinda your own fault. im being slightly hypocritical here, but yeah. :D

i dislike it when people SAY their screwed, and havent studied, even thoguh they secrely have. like.seriously, focus on your studies, and not screwing people over thanks. false senses of security is stupid, and your just being dog.

i disliike it when people don't help one another out, just because they're afraid the person will end up beating them ><

i dislike it when people ask for other people's essays, if they havent done one themselves. thats kinda just copying other peoples.like if youve done one and you just want to compare, thats fine, but i dont like it when ppl tax essays off others. also, people have worked hard on their essay, and they deserve more than to just let someone bludgy copy theirs.

i dislike it when people scab notes off others, especially on msn and then totally just disappear. its stupid and fully makes you look like a tool who uses people. like, if your gonna scab off people, scab off your friends at least, and dont rage quit as soon as you get it.

i HATE it when people suck up to random others just to try scab notes. ths is the major rant, cos it happened today and pissed me off really badly.

like, just cos someone's smart, doesnt mean you fully try to suck up to them to scab notes off them.like seriously, ESPECIALLY IF THEY BARELY KNOW YOU, and you haven't even bothered saying a word to them, until you found out they were SUPER NERD and then sucked up to them the next time you saw them, which was (unfortunately) today.

like srsly, you shouldnt have any right to just see them, butt in and immediately ask for notes. like,barely even a hello, before asking "can you send me your notes?".
also, attempting to drag them around with you is not an attempt at friendship. its just annoying, especially when they dont WANT to go with you. seriously, they had to go to where they wanted to go, another way cos you were pushing them away. ==

setriously, if your gonna scab notes, TRY to scab notes off someone you have actually talked to once in your life before doing so,and not just a random that your gonna use just cos they're uber nerd.

okay phew., im done

i think ill go try to study bio :D

<3 jan

EDIT: roger federer lost today ): i wanted to cry today ):

yay, finally bio!! (: (:

okay its pretty crap, but at least i'm done. LOLS my cheaponess makes me laugh :L

i changed the margins on the page SO much that when it print, the first half of the first letters of each sentence beginning got cut off :L

yeah i chagned it that much, and its all in size 10 times new roman font, hence ITS MAGNIFYING GLASS TIME (:

haha, srsly i dno how im gonna be able to find my info in the exam ><

rawr.

also., ECO is also due tomromow ):

but luckily i sorta did 7 last last weekend, so all i needed to do was print. and since we dont have to hand the whole thing in until after the exam, im not AS screwed as i potentially could be :D

LOL my mums so mean. i needed to print off my bio and eco,

so i get my sister to print, and my mums like OMG AGAIN?! whyy so many pages!

and i thought she was being asian about ink and paper so i didnt say anything

but then she wa slike. INSPECTOR REX IS ON, CAN YOU WAIT TILL ITS DONE???

and im like T_T omg ==

but yeah. today me and kat went shopping for her present (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT for tomrow. :D

but yeah, we litearlly walked around for like 1.5 hours looking at like, everysingle shop and we didnt find anything.so we went to cotton on then ses, valleygirl, sportsgirl, glue, myer, etc etc EVERYWHERE but we coiuldnt find ANYTHIGN she liked, so we were like omg this is a fail shopping trip.

so about 1.5 hrs after we walked around the whole of westfield we decided to go to cotton on again, and she ended up finding this jacket top and scarf she liked.

so yay :D mission accomplished. even though we could have saved time by just buying stuff the first time :L
but yeah.

okay, im gonna go highlight my bio notes in the attempt to finding some info :D

did i meniton that since the first half of letters got cut off, i had to trace it with black pen? sigh omg, thats gonna take a while ):

okay ILL BLOG LATER :D