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EDIT: I JUST REALISED ITS HARD TO SEE THE BOLD. oh well. tough ;P
2 weeks till exams D=

im really effed. yet im still doing quiz things :L

srsly, i have not written an english essay yet D=

I am: Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty . Down to earth. Determined. High maintenance. Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless.

I dislike: Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. School. Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood. One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks.

I like to eat: Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I’m bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I’m hungry. Toast. Breakfast. Pizza.

My personality: I’m sarcastic. I’m cocky. I have a bad temper For the most part, I don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends. I’ve smoked. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily.

My appearance: I wear makeup I wear a piece of jewelry at all times. I wear contacts. I wear glasses. I’ve had braces. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I straighten my hair often . My ears are pierced. I have small feet.

Friendships: I have a best friend. I have at least ten friends. I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend. I’ve beaten up a friend. I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend. I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences: I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been on a train. I’ve left the state/province. Someone close to me has died. I’ve taken a taxi. I’ve taken a city bus. I’ve taken a school bus. I’ve gone bungee jumping. I’ve made a speech. I’ve been in some sort of club. I’ve won an award. I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music: I listen to country. I listen to pop. I listen to techno. I listen to rock. I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. I download music. I buy CD’s

Family Life: I get along with my parents. My biological parents are still together. I have at least one brother. I have at least one sister. I have at least one step brother/sister. I have at least one half brother/sister. I’ve been kicked out of the house. I’ve ran away from my home. I’ve sworn at my parents.I’ve made my parents cry. I’ve lied to my parents. I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing. I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out. I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair: I’ve been brown I’ve had streaks. I’ve cut my hair in the past year. I’ve dyed my hair in the past year. I’ve been blonde. I’ve had black. I’ve been/had red. I’ve been light brown. I’ve been medium brown. I’ve had purple/pink. I’ve been blue/green. I’ve gotten my hair thinned. I use conditioner. I’ve used silk therapy. I’ve used hot oil treatments. I’ve curled my hair. I’ve straightened my hair. I’ve ironed my hair. I’ve braided my hair. I’ve had dreadlocks.

School: I’ve thrown something at a teacher I’ve yelled at a teacher. I’ve been suspended. I’ve had a detention I’ve been sent to the principal’s office. I’ve walked out of class. I’ve jigged an entire day of school. I’ve jigged a whole month of one certain class. I’ve failed a test. I’ve cheated on a test. I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test . I’ve failed Art. I’ve failed P.E. I’ve failed Maths. I’ve failed another class. A teacher has called my parents. I’ve been caught skipping.

LOL everyone should read chris' quiz answers :L SOME OF THEM ARE SO GAY HAHAHA. :D
this isnt bullying because im gonna tell him tomrow, and plus he should really get a cbox tagboard or someting!

okay i stole another one. sigh. i feel my aggregate points draining away as i type this ): oh well.

1. What is your name?
Tall Jan is Malicious [apparently]

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
white

3. What are you listening to right now?
uhm. not really listening to music. GAY ALERT! CHRIS LIKES JUSTIN BIEBER. sorry chris, this is gonna happen every time i read a dodgy answer :L

4. Whats your favorite number?
ten

5. What was the last thing you ate?
im eating chinese buns for dinner yum

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
pink. like a really nice pink. not a retarded purple/pink. or black.


7. How is the weather right now?
its like. cold ):

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
jaime

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their face? (please be cute! :D) mainly smile and hair ?

10. Do you have a significant other?
roger federer

11. Favorite TV show?
OMG. too long.cougar town, vamp diaries, gossip girl, DOCTOR WHOOOOOO [:

12. Siblings?
9yr old sister

13. Height?
166 ish? OWNED CHRIS :D

14. Hair color?
impossibly black

15. Eye Color?
brown

16. Do you wear contacts?
i wish. nah i probably need them but i look like a geek with glasses so nty

17. Favorite Holiday?
SPRRRRRRRRING.

18. Month?
uhm. september. :D bday, spring, i dno.

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
not for no reason

20. What was the last movie you watched?
uhm. alicein wonderland?

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
DAY AFTER HSC ENDS

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
haha i guess. plus
BOYS DO THE ASKING!

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
nup

24. Hugs or Kisses?

uhm. depends from who

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
vanilla

26. Do you want your followers to respond to this?
LOL no, cos that would mean procrastinating like me haha

27. Whats your favorite designer brand?
hm. g&b, chanel, [PS GAY ALERT CHRIS LIKES LV], uhm. prada, jimmy choo

28. Whats your ethnicity?
chinese

29. What books are you reading?
um. i dno. like. hp LOL

30. Piercings?
ear piercings.

31. Favorite movies?
BREAKFAST AT TIFFANYS, the holiday, probably way more, cbb listing

32. Favorite dramas?
omg, listed above haha

33. what were u doing before this?
eating

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butter

37. Dogs or cats?
both

38. Favorite flower?
either irises or roses or casablanca lilies

39. Been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to do?
yes

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
no..

41. Have you ever loved someone?
i dno if its love...

42. Who would you like to see right now?
ROGER FEDERER/MATT SMITH/IAN SOMERHADEN [aka damon, vamp diaries. the hot one :D]

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
nope

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
nope

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
lol, i guess?

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
naturally LH. i write RHed
OMG WE'RE TWINS CHRIS! AHAH

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2.


48. Favorite fruit?
mango

49. Where do you wish to go?
europe

yay. i haven't posted for like. 10000 years it seems ):

anyways, got my estimate. it was okay. but not too great. which kinda should inspire me to study hard. WAIT it did, for the past 2 hrs. which i did maths in. and then i just oculdn't be bothered..

OMG study tip: [taxxed off milo cos its SO TRUE]

DON'T STUDY MATHS WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE STUDYING! study eco / chem / bio /wtvr other boring subject you do, because once you do a question in maths, you kinda get the 'ball rolling' but chem/eco is just plain boring ! hehe.

so true. i unfortunately didnt listen and did maths. once i finished maths i kinda just collapsed and went. pfffffffft no more ):

sigh. i should really do eco researach =\

also.

I GOT A DRESS TODAY (:

well,i ordered it online and jaimes now got it (:

cos my parents dont know i ordered it, so its stashed at jaimes place.

so after school, i get this text from jaime who writes I HAVE YOUR DRESS. and im outta credit so i couldnt text back. but i was so happy i hurried for the early train, caught it and got to jaimes at 4:15 =O wow, cant remmber the last time i had gone home that early !

so instead of studying like a failing, should-be-motivated jr student, i rush offf to jaimes house and we end up spending the next half an hr trying on dresses :D


yayah. I LOVE THE ONE SHOULDER DRESS AND THE BUBBLE DRESS!!! :D :D :D so cute!

anywys, yeah. thats basically what happened today. LOL.

): i should really start umatting. i swear im getting worse =O

no honestly. getting worse!

i used to get like. 96 71 84.
last test i did. 70 73 40. uhhhh ?

i dont get it. its not like a one off thing. IM STEADILY DEPROVING. TIPS ANYONE?

other than the fact that i cbb doing drills T_T

wah im g0nona fail. im so scared about umat. ):

okay, so i taxxed this quiz off chris, and im going to do it before i do umat (if i ever end up doing it fml )
cos i was oinly gonna read what chris wrote, but i saw the question about the smokers and i felt like ranting (: haha


Lets start out with something clever, what’s your sign?
VIRGO

Congratulations! You’re pregnant, you say?
uh. no im not? LOL. unless i am then ill go. ty. unless its a secret, andill be like DID YOU JUST CALL ME FAT? >[
or unless ..
yeah okay. i think you get it HAHA :D

Are you listening to music right now?
nope.

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
uhm. neutral? uncaring?

Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc?
uhm. yeah i think i can crack my knuckles if i try hard enough. which im not going to. i used to be so excited cos i could crack my knuckles but then i found out its hard for your joints and could cause arthritis so i was like D= nooooo!

Do you think before you speak?
not v often. tahst why i get in trouble. ):


What colour of shirt are you wearing?
white

Is anyone on your bad side?
uhm. ?

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
if its summer yes. if its winter id probably rather die. ITS SO COLD THESE DAYS FML

Has anyone seen you in your underwear this past month?
nope

What scares you more: snakes, spiders, or cockroaches?
um. ALL THREE . im sorry, i cheat. i cant help it
okay lets see.
would i rather be covered in snakes spiders or cockroaches-EWWWWWWWWWW NVM ALL OF THEM ARE GROSS AND YUCKYY ):

Are you doing anything this weekend?
errrrgh. i want weekends! so i can try to study LOL

If you walk by a mirror, will you check yourself out in it?
not really check out, but more like damage control :D

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
PART-AY

When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
i dno.

Is any part of your body sore?
nope. cos i dont exercise cos yeah. unless its my fat hurting LOL

Have any of your best friends ever backstabbed you?
uhm. yes


What were you doing 1am last night?
going. OMG its 1am i have to wake up at 6 tomorw fml fml fml why didnt i sleep earlier.

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
yeah. im in my uniform LOL

Does anyone NOT like you at the moment?
lol. definitely yes.

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
OMG THIS IS THE QUESTION. definitely .,

like srsly, if yur gonna kill yourself inhaling cancer sticks which consume yur lungs and cause all kinds of mutations and cancers, DONT BRING OTHER PPL DOWN WITH OYU.
srsly at stratty, when i see someone smoking [most of them do] i kinda just hold my breath even if im like. out of breath, until they pass.
also, i hate it when im waiting for the bus and some random stands next to me smoking and the wind is like BLOWING THE SMOKE IN MY FACE! quote from danny: "i can see the cancer forming!"

AI Ya. >=[
i would never date a smoker. ergh.

Do you think age matters in relationships?
depends. i think when we get older id allow a range of +6 years? unless its rf or matt smith. our love is eternal <3 and age wont get in the way.

but srsly, like. a 50yr + 18? ergh. nty

or like danny's perverted pedo book father + step daughter? ERGH NTY!

Have you ever kissed someone with a lip or tongue ring?
nope.

Plan on getting drunk or high tonight?
lol. nope.

Where is your mother right now?
upstairs

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes.

Do you get jealous easily?
uhh yeah kinda. its annoying.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
please let me not be too tired in the morning.

Do you hate being alone?
um. depends where i am. generally if i need peace and quiet, definitely not, but if im stuck at home bored, then yeah. i want to go out.

Where were you at noon today?
school.

If you had $500,000, what would you do with it?
hm. charity,car,ill save the rest

What were you doing at ten last night?
um. watching doctor who confidential:D

What’s your relationship status?
single

Do you have any drugs in your bedroom?
nah. thats marshalls job HAHA

Consumed alcohol in the past 24 hours?
nope. also marshalls job

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
um. in a million years? LOL

Who are you talking to?
its hard to type, talk, read and answer questions at the same time! demanding much?

Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
yes

Who were you last in a car with?
um. my dad?

Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
jaime

Have you ever kissed under water?
nope.

If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
er. RUN REALLY FAST. dontclimb a tree. my mum told me about a story where 3 boys were camping and they saw an aligator. and they ran and climbed a tree. and the aligator used its tail and hit the tree hard and the tree shook and one of the boys fell, and the alligator ate him 0_0 and the alligator kept hitting the tree triyng to knock it down/waiyting for the boys to fall. omg!

Do you prefer the ocean or pool?
i dno. pool maybe.

Are you wearing jeans right now?
nope.

What was the last thing you drank?
uhm. soy milk.

Do you miss your past?
yaeh. ):

Excited for anything?
i hate school i hate hsc. END OF HSC! :D CHHYEAAAH :D

Look at your inbox, who has sent you the most messages?
uhm. ill assume phone cos i dont keep email messages.

tang, kat, jaime, tomw

Last thing you said?
pass me a tissue.

Plans for tomorrow?
): work? HHAHA yeah right.

Last person you hugged?
eddie

The person you like, did you see them today?
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh. (:

Whats your favorite color?
uhn. i dno. like black/white/i dno?light grey?

What did you do today?
did maths. bit of eco. SHOULD HAVE DONE UMAT FML

Do you miss someone thats not in your life no more?
sorta not in my life anymore. but yeah i really miss them.

How old will you be in 2 years?
20 =O

Can you drive?
uhm. define drive HAHA

Do you have a wireless keyboard and mouse?
um. i have an inbuilt keyboard and a usb mouse :D

Who makes the best fudge?
IDC. ITS CHOCOLATE YUM.

Do you believe that the world is gonna end at 2012?
no it better not. because all this studying is going to waste then! >=[

How many songs are on your iPod or MP3 Player?
1048 :D

Have you ever had a pet goldfish?
yes. all the firggin time. they dont do anything.just swimn.

What color is your bed comforter?
um green?

Does being in love make you gain weight?
LOL. HAVENT TESTED IT OUT YET HAHA

Do your parents have home videos of you as a kid?
yes. LOL but they're all vcr, and we dont have a vcr machine ):

Do you think Obama has tried drugs?
lol. probably. hes american .

What brand is your refrigerator?
um. honestly? no idea. i actually went and checked. outside and inside I CANT FIND IT!

What is the best thing to happen to you this year so far?
um. i was ognna say finishing hsc but SO far. um. i dno

How long have you lived in the house you live in?
like. 8 years. wow.

Do you read a newspaper daily?
yeah.

Anything you’re really afraid of?
failing

Have you ever had a really bad haircut?
yes.

Do you like your peanut butter crunchy or creamy?
creamy

Have you ever ridden a skateboard?
no LOL

Do you drink enough water on a daily basis?
probably not. i have days when i randomly drink kilos of water and some where i rarely drink water 0_0

MAYBE IM A CAMEL AND I STORE WATER! so the kilos of water i drink get stored..
okay nvm ><


Would you burn the American flag for a million dollars?
yeah. who wouldnt

The main thing you cant leave your house without?
wallet. phone.

Where did you get that shirt you’re wearing?
LOL UNIFORM SHOP HAHA

Do you play pranks on April Fools Day?
LOL no. my mum makes up stupid lies and counts them as pranks

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
nope.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
yes.

Are you angry with someone right now? Why? What happened?
um. dont really want to talk about it. hes a fag. that is all.

Where is the last person you kissed?
i dno.


Do you believe what goes around comes around?
LOL karma ehhh.

Are you easy to get along with?
lol i think so
but sometimes i get all weirdy.
just a wraning LOL

Do you tend to hold things against people?
for a while but i usually get over it

Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone?
yeah, quite a few songs that remind me of differnet ppl

If you had to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?
oh. um. i dno.

Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
yes.

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
not working

Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
i dno.

Do you have a hickey anywhere?
LOL.

Where do you wish you were right now?
at neds beach house with my best friends, not worried about hsc. because it'll be over then

Do you think high school relationships can last?
yes if its the right person


Who are you gonna be with Friday night?
ermfamily

What is the last song you heard?
the outside - taylor swift

When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
from eddie

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you’ve told everything to?
um i cant remember if it was everything but quite a lot

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
um. nope. inm not rebel like anika

Are you nice to everyone?
um. i dno. i used to have that attitude, but now i cbf

Did you sleep alone the last two nights?
yes. ergh dont make it sound so lonely THIS IS WHAT NORMAL PPL DO! well normal hsc stressing students

Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?
4 months!

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
um. tom on the phone

Do you feel like life will be easier when you’re older, or harder?
um. i dno. i think id be happier, probably if things work my way.

If the person you liked showed up to your door RIGHT NOW, how would you react?
hi. what are you doing all the way here?

Is Sam more of a boy or girl name, in your opinion?
um. sam stosur...GIRL. sam nah but its still a guys name LOL

Hugs or Drugs?
Hugs LOL.

LOL okay its like 9:10
maybe ill go do ONE drill. and then bludge ):
okay

feels good to be back bludging on this!

TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE PLEASE [:

x jan

ai ya. i cbb blogging these days.

i was thinking of returning to msn since the ppl i always talk to on msn have now added me on gtalk ><

WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK

also, im doing a quiz cos im so BORED ):

search these terms up in your ipod and say the first one it comes up with:

Happy: "My Happy Ending" by Avril Lavigne. {oh mispent musical youth}
Love: L.O.V.E ashlee simpson
Hate: hate on me - glee.
Light: Light my candle- rent
Dark: "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" by Death Cab for Cutie. <- OMG DOLLY THATS MY RF SONG! ):
Good: "Good Times Gonna Come" by Aqualung.
Bad: "Bad- michael jackson
Hello: hello - evanescence
Bye: Goodbye- Janice Wei Lan
Up: up against the wall - boys like girls
Down: down - jay sean

kay im done (: